just . . . uncomfortable. Itâs her first night in a strange place.â
âShe wants it to feel normal, but it just isnât.â
âAnd I canât help,â Jonathan said.
Garret shrugged and decided to take a different approach. âDonât worry so much. Sheâs a kid. Sheâll fall asleep. She just has to get tired enough.â
âI donât think so,â Jonathan said. âSheâs stubborn. You of all people can appreciate that.â
Garret reached for his bottled water, took a long pull.
Heâd thought of Irina over the years, thought of her often. For every one time he saw her, heâd dropped three birthday cards for her in the mail. He hadnât meant to neglect his niece, but Irina was Theaâs daughterâand Garret had sworn to himself that where Thea went he would not go. Holidays had been notoriously uncomfortableâand lonely. Knowing that his family was at his parentsâ house on Christmas, opening presents and eating candied walnuts, nearly killed him every year.
Now, Thea and Jonathanâs daughter was whimpering and talking to herself unintelligibly in Garretâs bedroom. Her parentsâ separation was hitting her hard. Garret had last seen her two years ago, and she was getting to look like Thea more and more every day. She had Jonathanâs faceâhis narrow, high cheekbones, his pointed chinâbut she had Theaâs hazel, almond eyes. Garret had been looking forward to Irinaâs visit; he missed her. She was, after all, his brotherâs daughter. He wanted to be a part of her life.
In the other room, Irinaâs crying regained momentum, part sob and part protest. But Garret knew that no matter how hard she cried or pretended to cry, she wouldnât be able to bring her parents back together. Wearily, Jonathan got to his feet. âIâm really sorry about this.â
Garret shrugged. âEh. Whatâre you gonna do?â
Jonathan put his hand on his hips, his chest sinking visibly as he sighed. âMaybe I should take her home.â
âReally? Now?â
âMaybe this wasnât such a good idea. Maybe I just should have kept her for the day.â
Garret sank deeper into his leather couch and focused on the TV. âLetâs give it five more minutes,â he said. âThen Uncle Garret and Irina will have a little talk.â
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The first year Garret spent in Newport, Thea had not been a girl to him. Girls were smiley and lively. They wore little skirts that showed off the long backsides of their legs, and they smelled like candy or flowers. Girls liked to shout at him when he was walking down the hallway or they strutted next to him when the school day ended and the mass of his classmates pushed their way outside. Girls pulled him behind the bleachers at lunchtime to kiss him and put his hands on their breasts. When he didnât pay attention to them, girls cried.
And so by these standards, Thea was not a girl. She wore unremarkable jeans, too-white sneakers, and her glasses were purple plastic. The only thing about Thea that intrigued Garret was her hairâher beautiful, dark hair that fell so effortlessly into inky, rolling waves. When they wrestled or fought, as they often did when Garret wanted to play video games and Thea wanted to go outside, Garret would sometimes get a fistful of that beautiful hair and tugânot to hurt but just to feel the strength of it and the sound of her voice as she squealed.
At some point during the summer before his freshman year, Garret had found himself beginning to use Thea as the butt of his jokesâespecially when he wanted to embarrass his older brother. Heâd discovered Jonathan had a fear of anything remotely sexual, and Garret wasnât afraid to use his big brotherâs discomfort with the same practicality that he might use a lever or a wedge.
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