and had seemed preoccupied and vague. Furthermore, she was wearing a blouse which did not seem to go with her fawn coat and skirt, and he had spied a ladder in her right stocking. Selina was normally as well-groomed and co-ordinated as a Siamese cat, and these small irregularities worried him.
He said, âIs anything wrong?â
Selina tried to meet his eye, to take a deep breath and be entirely calm, but her heart was thumping like a sledge-hammer, and her stomach felt as though she had just ascended in a too-fast lift, leaving most of her innards in the basement.
âNo, thereâs nothing wrong, but I simply have to talk to you.â
He frowned. âWonât it keep till this evening? This is the only chance weâll get to measure theâ¦â
âOh, Rodney, please help me and listen.â
He hesitated, and then with a resigned expression, laid down the book of carpet samples and folded his foot-rule and slid it into his pocket.
âWell? Iâm listening.â
Selina licked her lips. The empty flat unnerved her. Their voices echoed, and there was no furniture, and no ornament with which to fiddle, no cushion to plump into shape. She felt as if she had been put on to a large, empty stage, with no props and no cues, and she had forgotten her lines.
She took a deep breath and said, âItâs about my father.â
Rodneyâs expression scarcely changed. He was a good lawyer, and he enjoyed a game of poker. He knew all about Gerry Dawson, for Mrs. Bruce and Mr. Arthurstone had long since deemed it necessary to keep him informed on such facts. And he knew that Selina didnât know anything about her father. And he knew that he was not going to be the one to tell her.
âWhat about your father?â he said, quite kindly.
âWell ⦠I think heâs alive.â
In relief, Rodney took his hands out of his pockets and gave a small snort of incredulous laughter. âSelina.â¦â
âNo, donât say it. Donât say heâs dead. Just listen, for a moment. You know that book you gave me yesterday? Fiesta at Cala Fuerte. And you know it had on the back a photograph of the author, George Dyer?â
Rodney nodded.
âWell, the thing is ⦠he looks exactly like my father.â
Rodney digested this, and then said, âHow do you know what your father looked like?â
âI know, because I found a photograph of him, ages ago, in a book. And I think itâs the same person.â
âYou mean George Dyer isâ¦â He stopped just in time.
âGerry Dawson,â Selina finished, triumphantly, for him.
Rodney began to feel as if a carpet was being pulled from beneath his feet.
âHow did you know his name? You were never meant to know his name.â
âAgnes told me yesterday.â
âBut, Agnes has no businessâ¦â
âOh, Rodney, try to understand! You canât blame her. I caught her unawares. I put the face of George Dyer like that, flat down on the table in front of her, and she practically fainted away.â
âSelina, you do realise that your father is dead?â
âBut Rodney, donât you see, he was missing? Missing, presumed killed. Anything might have happened.â
âThen why didnât he come back after the war?â
âPerhaps he was ill. Perhaps he lost his memory. Perhaps he heard that my mother had died.â
âAnd whatâs he been doing all this time?â
âI donât know. But for the last six years heâs been living on San Antonio.â She realised that Rodney was going to ask her how she had found that out, and she added quickly, âIt tells you all about this in his book,â because she didnât want him to know that she had been to see Mr. Rutland.
âHave you got the photograph of your father with you?â
âNot the book one.â
âI didnât mean that. I meant the other.â
Selina
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