never bit me. The falconer said I was his favorite visitor. I happened to know I was also the falconerâs only visitor, but I appreciated him trying to make me feel good.
On the last day of the month, with the last lunch a few hours behind us, Father found me playing with my toy soldiers in the library. He sat down next to me on the floor, something I canât ever remember him doing, and said, âCongratulations, my boy! You donât have a drop of ogre blood in you!â
I stared at him. âWhat do you mean?â
Then he told me about the test, and how I had passed by apparently not attacking any of the guests.
âBut why did you think I might have gotten some of Motherâs ogre blood? Have I done something terrible?â My heart began to race at the thought of it. Perhaps I did horrible things and didnât remember them! Why had I never considered that I might have inherited her ogre ways?
âOh, no, nothing like that,â Father assured me. âActually, it was the mutton.â
âThe mutton? What mutton?â
âAll the mutton you eat at every meal. We thought perhaps the fact that you were drawn to such a meat-filled meal indicated you had a thirst for ⦠for ⦠other meaty things.â
I shuddered at the thought. âTo be honest, I am getting very tired of mutton. I was going to ask the cook to make me something different, like quail eggs.â
âExcellent idea,â Father said. âIâll alert him myself.â
I thought about all those special lunches. I couldnât believe all the trouble they went to. âDid you ever consider just bringing me something of beauty? Flowers? A nice painting or two? If I liked it, that would have proved I wasnât an ogre.â
âHmm,â Father said. âHadnât thought of that. Sure would have saved me from a lot of boring meals.â
âYou thought they were boring, too?â I asked.
He smiled and tussled my hair. âOf course. I donât knowhow your mother does it, all those luncheon meetings with the same groups of women.â He shuddered. âIt would drive me mad.â
I had a question Iâd wanted to ask him for years. Considering this was the longest conversation the two of us had probably ever had, I figured it was the right time to ask it.
âFather?â I began.
âYes?â
âDo you ever talk to Mother about, you know, what itâs like for her? The whole part-ogre thing?â
Father shook his head. âWhen she first told me, I asked some questions, but she never wanted to talk about it. Sheâs ashamed. I told her that no one can help whatâs in their blood. It is not their choice.â
âThatâs how I feel, too!â I said eagerly. âI donât blame her. I just wish she didnât shut me out so much.â
Father nodded. âMe, too, son, but thatâs just the way she is. It doesnât mean she doesnât love you.â He reddened a bit as he said the last part. We were not a family that tossed the love word around in casual conversation.
I wasnât so sure of Motherâs love, but I said, âI know.â
Father uncrossed his legs creakily and stood up. Before he left the room he said, âA new page is transferring to ourcastle tomorrow. Heâs about your age. How about he becomes your personal attendant? You could use a close friend around here.â
I nodded. A friend wasnât the same as a parent, but Iâd take it. âFather?â I called out, surprising even myself. He turned around and stuck his head back in the room.
âFather, how come I donât have a name?â
He didnât answer for a moment, then said, âWhen you were born, we wanted to make sure things were going to, shall we say, work out. Everyone simply referred to you as the Prince, and eventually that became your name.â
âThatâs what I thought,â I replied.
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