twisted with fear. Danielâs tortured cry of âI canât see!â ripped through to Reubenâs soul. He tore across the space that separated them and was at Danielâs side when the doctor issued his cautions not to panic and to give his eyes time to adjust to the dim light. Reuben placed a firm hand on his friendâs shoulder, calming him. âAnother minute or so and then againâbut slowlyâopen your eyes,â the doctor instructed.
The seconds ticking by were small, separate eternities. Reuben remembered his own tortured unveiling, and his thoughts then that no one was there to comfort him. Madame Mickey, heâd discovered later, had been standing exactly where she was now.
âNow, Daniel, open your eyes slowly. Your vision will be clouded and it will remain that way for some time. Youâll be able to see things, but not in detail and certainly not clearly unless youâre quite close to them. Open your eyes, Daniel,â the doctor urged.
Danielâs head was turned now so that Reuben was directly in his line of vision. His eyes flickered behind reddened lids, then he squinted and blinked gently in his first efforts to make out what was in front of him. Danielâs first thought was that Reuben looked beautiful, although sharp creases of concern tightened the line of his mouth and narrowed his heavy dark brows. He smiled at the blurry shapes before him and closed his eyes again. The sigh he breathed sounded like an explosion in the quiet. âI prayed, you know, for days and sometimes all through the night when I couldnât sleep.â He opened his eyes cautiously a second time to confirm his sight. This time he smiled.
âMazel tov!â Reuben shouted, squeezing Danielâs shoulder. He looked down at his white knuckles and eased his grip. Wasnât there something more he should do or say? Perhaps not. Heâd prayed to Danielâs God, and He had listened. Maybe there was a trick to all that praying after all. Pray for someone else and maybe then you had a chance of having your own prayers answered. His thoughts were interrupted by the doctorâs weary voice.
âIâve decided you should keep the cast on for at least another week, Daniel. You can leave the hospital if you think you can manage. Madame Mickey is waiting to take you to her château. Most of the paperwork is done, so all you have to do is dress and leave. Good health, son.â He patted Daniel on the head and shook Reubenâs hand. All the rest of the day, as the doctor walked through the wards, he remembered the grateful look in Reubenâs eyes. Heâd seen bonds form between men whoâd soldiered side by side before. Often it was the most unlikely of pairings, like this oneâTarz, urbane, streetwise, and slick; and Daniel, innocent and trusting.
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Daniel rolled back on his bunk, sweat glistening on his face. âI thought for sureâ¦Iâd hopedâ¦prayedâ¦but Jesus, Iâm glad to see you. Did you pray before they took your bandages off?â
âMe? Pray?â Reuben asked in mock outrage. âIt was the luck of the draw, kid. We were either going to be all right or we werenât. The damage was done out in the field weeks ago. Praying would have been kind of silly.â He hoped his words of bravado were loud enough for Madame Mickey to hear, but when he turned to look at her, she was gone.
Reuben was annoyed. Why hadnât he been able to tell Daniel that heâd prayed for him last night? The words had stuck in his throat, as if such an admission were impossible for him. Not for the world or all the Madame Mickeys in France would he admit that heâd been too afraid to pray for himself when he lay with his eyes burned by the gas and his head swathed in bandages. Something in Reuben made him feel undeserving of Godâs intervention.
A smug expression washed over Reubenâs handsome face; his silver-gray