no, I talked him down.â She sat on the bed beside him. âHow are you?â
Simon shrugged. âFine.â
âYou donât sound fine. It hasnât been easy lately, has it?â
He shook his head reluctantly. It felt like he was admitting some sort of horrible defect, and he stared at the wall of postcards.
âDo you want to talk about it?â
He shook his head again. Usually Colin would have been there to commiserate, but that wasnât going to happen anymore. He would just have to get used to dealing with things on his own.
His mother hesitated, and after a moment she fished a wrapped parcel out of her pocket and handed it to him. âThis is for you.â
âWhat is it?â he said.
âOpen it and see.â
Simon ripped through the wrapping paper, revealing a plain black box. When he lifted the lid, he found an ornate silver pocket watch inside. It was attached to a long, thin chain, and the back was engraved with a crest. Simon frowned as he examined it. In the center was an oddly shaped star, and surrounding it were five animals: a wolf, an eagle, a spider, a dolphin, and a snake.
â It was your fatherâs,â said his mother. âHe wouldâve wanted you to have it.â
âReally?â Simonâs fatherâDarrylâs younger brotherâhad died before Simon had been born. Darryl never talked about him, and the few times Simon had asked questions, he could tell how much it hurt Darryl to think about him. Eventually Simon had stopped.
âReally,â said his mother. âI was going to wait until your sixteenth birthday, but with all youâve been going through, I thought it would mean more to you now.â
Simon opened the pocket watch. It was stuck at 8:25 and fourteen seconds.
âItâs very old,â she admitted. âIt might never work again. But I want you to promise me youâll take care of it, all right? Keep it on you always, especially when I canât be there with you, and never forget how much I love you.â
Simon closed the watch and slid it into his pocket. The weight felt right somehow, and he hooked the chain around his belt loop. âI will, if you take me with you.â
His mother wilted. âOh, sweetheart. You know I would if I could.â
âBut you can,â he said, his voice cracking. âI wonât get in the way. You can do your job, and Iâll stay in the hotel and studyââ
âSweetheart . . .â She tried to hug him, but Simon slipped out of her embrace. âSimon. Please. Donât make this any harder for me than it already is.â
â Harder for
you
?â The words stuck in his throat, and he had to force them out. âIâm the one who gets left behind. All you ever do is send me postcards and visit when you feel like it, which is practically never. I know you love your job more than you love me, butââ
âI love you more than anything in the world. If there was any way I could be here and spend every single day with you, I would. You must know that, sweetheart.â
Simon faltered. He did know it, but sometimes it felt like a lie his mother told him so he wouldnât be angry. âIf you love me more, then let me go with you.â
âActually,â said Darryl as he nudged open the bedroom door, his body taking up the whole frame, âI donât think thatâs such a bad idea.â
Simon looked at him, stunned. âYou mean it?â he said, and Darryl nodded.
âMight do you some good to get away from here for a while. Both of you.â Darryl gave his mother a look Simon didnât understand.
âYouâre really going to do this now?â she said.
âAnd you arenât?â
She stood and gave Simon a quick kiss on the forehead. âI need to talk to your crazy uncle again.â When Simon started to object, she cut him off. âPlease.â
His uncle gave him a