in his chair. âNot because of me, they donât,â he said, but he didnât know what they could do to make it right, either. Heâd already talked to Professor Woo, and there was no extra work, no teaching of classes, nothing.
His head came up as Ethan and Beth stood. âOkay, weâre out of here,â Ethan said, and Beth came around the table to give the women a hug good-bye. âSee you guys later.â
But Heidi and Karen had stood as well, making Silas feel as if they were being abandoned. âUs, too,â Karen said. âThereâs too many people here. Weâre going to another bar where we can sulk in peace. You want to come, Summer? I seriously need to blow off some steam.â
But Summer only settled more firmly against him. âNo. Thanks. Iâm good here.â
Allen grumbled something unheard, but Silas ignored him, feeling at the same time protective, loving, and depressed. Summer loved him back, and thatâs what hurt. This extra semester they now had might seem like a boon, but it would only make the inevitable parting harder. They would graduate. She would move forward in the Opti drafter/anchor program, and he would continue on in academia, developing tools and techniques to keep her safe. From a distance.
No longer hungry, he stuck his chopsticks straight up in a piece of fried onion.
With a final wave, the four left together, probably going somewhere to burn Silas in effigy. Allen was silent, shifting to take advantage of the increased space.
âAre you sure thereâs no extra credit we can do?â Allen mused as he pulled the plate of vegetables directly in front of him.
Silas eyed him, then decided Allen could have his dinner if he left his girlfriend alone. âClasses are over,â he said. âItâs done.â
âNot until I say it is,â Allen grumbled, and Silas watched Summer and Allen finish off the plate, vying over the choice bits, their working relationship easy to mistake for attraction. There wasnât a flicker of jealousy in Silas. Heâd figured out long ago that Summer didnât love Allen. She loved Silas and had chosen to work with Allen because Allen would never risk Silasâs anger by trying to move their working relationship to a new level. Sheâd been using Allen to keep serious anchors at a distance. But someday she would move on. And Silas had been holding her back.
Silasâs hands clenched. âSummer. Iâm sorry.â
Knowing he wasnât talking about last night, she leaned in to give him a kiss. âI wouldnât change a thing,â she said, making it worse.
Allenâs expression went sour, fully aware of his part in the trio. âIâm tired of getting shot. How come Iâm always the one who gets shot?â
Silas chuckled, his good mood hesitating as a slim, petite woman passed between him and the bar. She was limping, and he stood in a rush, recognizing her voice when she politely refused an unwelcome advance. Summer and Allen stared up at him in surprise. âExcuse me,â he said as he angled his bulk out.
âWho is it?â Summer asked, seeing his gaze on the woman, who was now standing with her back to them as she looked over the music selection at the jukebox.
âIâm not sure,â he hedged, pulse fast as he got free of the table and made his way across the room.
People got out of his way, and he still had no idea what he was going to say when he reached her. In a quandary, he froze. He couldnât just walk up and say, âHey, you owe me for screwing up my test grade.â
She stiffened, feeling him behind her. âIâm not a bitch for saying no. I came here to get away from everyone, okay?â she said as she turned. But her peeved expression shifted to one of recognition, and then she flushed the most comely shade of red.
âHi,â he said flatly.
She recovered fast, running her gaze up and down
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