taken something in the bathroom that relaxed her enough to let her guard down momentarily. Maybe it was because I was such a friendly, likeable guy who people just wanted to pour their hearts out to. Or maybe it was a combination of all of those things.
At one point, Iâd asked her about the gun in her jacket.
âHow did you know about that?â she asked.
âIâm a hotshot investigative reporter, remember?â
She smiled.
âWhy do you need a gun?â
âIn case I have to shoot somebody.â
âSeriously.â
âNo reason.â
âThereâs always a reason for a gun.â
âItâs no big deal. I just have it in case thereâs ever any trouble.â
Abbie talked more about Laura Marloweâs background, expanding on some of the things Iâd read in the bio clips. She told me things sheâd uncovered about:
Lauraâs mother and how sheâd pushed Laura to become an actress since childhood.
Her father, who ran out on the family when Laura was a littlegirl and then came back to try and cash in on her success after she became rich and famous.
Lauraâs first agent, who had stood by her during the struggling early years of trying to make it in show businessâa woman who had almost become a surrogate mother to Lauraâbut then was abruptly fired by the mother as soon as Laura hit it big.
And how Lauraâlike something out of a real-life Hollywood fairy taleâinexplicably emerged from obscurity to land the part in Lucky Lady that made her an overnight sensation and the biggest movie star in America.
Abbie shook her head at the incongruity of it all.
âDid you ever hear the quote from Lauren Bacall about what it takes to become a big star? Bacall said, âStardom isnât a profession. Itâs an accident.â Thatâs what happened to Laura Marlowe. Hell, thatâs probably the way it happens for most of the people in this business.â She shrugged. âMaybe even me.â
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I tried to push her more on the serial killer angle sheâd been talking about, and how it might connect to the Laura Marlowe murder. But she didnât divulge any more details. The same when I asked her for more details about why she thought Ray Janson didnât kill Laura and if she had any idea who might have been responsible.
âIâm just curious,â I said to her at one point. âWhy did you start investigating the Laura Marlowe case again?â
âItâs a good story.â
âBut why now after thirty years?â
âI obtained some new information.â
âHow?â
âI canât tell you that.â
âWill you do it on the show?â
âNot this show. Maybe eventually . . .â
âAnd you wonât tell me who your source was? Even off-the-record?â
âA good reporter never reveals a source, Gil,â she said. âYou should know that better than anyone.â
It wasnât until the end of the interview that she opened up to me again in a genuine way like she did at the beginning.
âI really enjoyed talking with you, Gil,â she said as she walked me to the door of her office.
âMe too,â I said.
âWe should do this again.â
âDo what?â
âTalk.â
âDo you mean another interview?â
âNo, I mean we could just talk sometime. Like over a drink. Or dinner.â
âYou and me?â
âYes,â she laughed, âthat would be the pairing.â
I was having trouble grasping all of this. It seemed as if she was asking me out. On a date. Or something like a date. But that couldnât be right. I mean she was Abbie Kincaid, the big TV star. She wouldnât ever want to spend time with a guy like me, would she? Well, apparently she did.
âWhy me?â I blurted out.
âI need someone to talk to.â
âYou must have a lot of people around you that would love