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possible emotions I could assign to that continued lip roll. None of them comforted me -- remorse, guilt, a quiet revulsion…
    "I'm going to check on Stevie." Leaning to the side, he kissed my forehead -- another bad signal of his thoughts.
    I watched him grab his robe from the bathroom and wrap it around his gorgeous body. He glanced my way one last time before leaving the room, his gaze clouded and his mouth lifting in an attempted smile.
    Glancing at the clock on the nightstand, I watched time flicker past. After ten minutes had elapsed, I retrieved my phone and keys from his ACU pockets and started getting dressed. I was just sliding my sandals on when Logan opened the door, one arm wrapped around a fresh blanket.
    His gaze dropped to my phone and keys then his brows drew together. "Why are you dressed?"
    I sucked a breath in. I had assumed he didn't want me to stay; now it looked like he did. His change of heart, if he had one, didn't matter. He had to think about whether he wanted me to stay and he had spent a dozen plus minutes doing so.
    "I need to go home."
    He tossed the blanket on the bed. The fabric landed on top of my keys and phone. I retrieved them and turned to leave. His hand curled around my elbow. I glanced up to find him doing that lip roll thing again. I shrugged, trying to extract my arm from his hand. His grip tightened and he stepped closer.
    "Your mom isn't expecting you for at least another hour." His thumb rubbed at my arm but his face refused to relax. "You could tell her you're staying or going to Emy's."
    I shook my head. Contrary to the huge mistake I'd just made, my parents trust me not to do anything stupid. I don't have to check in. I could stay the night if I wanted to, but I didn't. Morning would roll around and Logan would realize what he'd spent the night with. If I left now, I could pretend he found me desirable and always would.
    I pushed his hand away from my arm and took a single sidestep toward the door when his voice stopped me.
    "Why, Lily?" He turned, tracking me, and reached out to quietly shut the door. Placing one big palm against it, he blocked my exit. "What did I do wrong?"
    That he had to think about whether he wanted me to stay or go raged through my head.
    "This was all a big mistake." I winced at my use of big . The only big mistake in the room was me.
    "Tell me what I did wrong--"
    I shook my head, the motion so violent I got a little dizzy. My mouth moved, but nothing would come out. Inside my head, I yelled at myself not to cry or otherwise expose my emotions to him. He was a nice guy. He'd try to make me feel better and this would go on just long enough that I would never get over the night I had spent with him, even after he moved on.
    I dragged a deep breath in, still uncertain I could speak without breaking down into tears. I was great at hiding my hurt from my bitchy older sister, but this was Logan. Looking up at him, I tried to superimpose Jody's face over his. "Look, this was just some dumb carryover fantasy that I hadn't shed from being a kid."
    He moved closer, his heat and imposing body making it all but impossible to lie to him. His finger brushed along the underside of my chin until I gazed up at him. "That wasn't what I saw in your eyes the last time you were coming."
    He'd probably seen complete and utter adoration, maybe even love because, yeah, I'd been stupid enough to fall in love with a man like Logan despite his perfect body and the stick of a wife he'd been married to for over a decade.
    "It was a mistake," I repeated. "You're a great guy…an amazing dad, but--"
    Logan's eyes went blank. He reached past me to open the door then stepped back. "You can go now, Lillian. I'll get someone else to watch Stevie."
    My heart dropped in my chest. I didn't want to hurt Logan and I sure as hell didn't want Stevie to suffer. "Major…"
    He stiffened and I immediately corrected myself.
    "Logan, I don't want Stevie to think--" My mouth snapped shut. If I said