her.
âSouls only age when theyâre in control of the body?â
âOf course.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know. Thatâs just the way it works.â
âWhat does Adam say about it?â
âAdam saysâ¦Adam says itâs the same reason you donât get better at poker unless you play for real money. Iâm sorry, I donât know what that means.â
âThatâs OK,â said Julie. âI think I do.â
She picked up the pitcher to pour herself some more beer, and noticed that my glass was still full. âWhatâs wrong?â she said. âYou donât like stout?â
âI donât drink, actually,â I confessed, feeling caught out. âHouse rule.â
âYou sure?â She held up the pitcher, which still had more than half the gallon in it. âIf I finish this myself, you may have to carry me out of here.â
âIâm sorry. I should have said something.â
âNo, itâs all right. I should have asked.â Julie gestured in the direction of the bar. âDo you want something else?â
âNo, really, Iâm fine.â
âSuit yourselfâ¦â She refilled her own glass, then said: âSo tell me something about your soul.â
âWhat do you want to know?â
âWell, what do you really look like? If I could see your soul and compare it to what I see now, what would be different?â
âOh,â I said. âNot that much, actually. I look a lot like my father, and my father looks more like Andy Gage than any other soul exceptâ¦well, itâs a very close resemblance.â
âBut there are differences?â
âA few. My hairâs darker, and my face is thinnerâitâs put together a little differently, too.â
âWhat else?â
âWell, scars.â I pointed to a jagged line above Andy Gageâs right eye. âJakeâheâs another one of my cousinsâJake did this one time when he had the body. He tripped and fell against the edge of a glass table. Jakeâs soul has the same scar, but mine doesnât, becauseââ
âBecause it didnât happen to you.â
âRight.â
âWhat about this one?â Julie touched a spot on the bodyâs left palm, just above the ball of the thumb. Her fingers were cool and damp from the beer glass, and felt good in a way I hadnât experienced before. But when I realized what she was talking about, I pulled the hand away from her.
âThatâs just something my father did once,â I said. âHe stuck himself on a bill spike.â I think Julie could tell there was more to the story than that, but she didnât press me on it.
âAny other differences?â she asked.
âJust some little things. Nothing major.â
In the pulpit, Adam let out a snort. âSure, nothing major. Nothing exceptââ
âAdam!â I warned.
âWhat?â said Julie.
âItâs nothing,â I told her. âAdam just said something very rude, is all.â
She leaned forward, curious. âWhat did he say?â
âItâs nothing, really. Just Adam being a pest.â
âHas he been listening to us this whole time?â
I nodded. âListening and commenting. Itâs what he does.â
âCan I talk to him?â
It was an innocent request, and, as I eventually learned, a common one. Like a lot of Julieâs other questions, though, it caught me by surprise; instead of recognizing that she was simply curious about Adam, my first thought was that she didnât want to talk to me anymore.
âWhat did I do wrong?â I asked Adam.
âYou didnât do anything wrong. Sheâs not madâshe just wants to see a trick.â
âA trick?â
âA magic trick.â
âYou want to see a magic trick?â I asked Julie, confused again.
âWhat?â said