didnât want children to intrude on your happiness. Kids can be a real pain.â
âOn the contrary, Christinaâ¦weâ¦wanted very badly to have a child. The doctors told us it would be impossible for either one of us to have a natural child of our own.â
He finished drying a plate and carefully put it aside. âAnd before you ask, Annieâ he added wryly. âI suggested that we adopt. But Christina could neverâ¦I think the American saying is âcome to grips with the idea.ââ
âIâm sorry. That mustâve been difficult.â
âChristina⦠Well, she was devastated. But it spurred her into planning for the creation of this marine mammal research center. It was a project that had been very dear to her for many years.â
âYour family has owned this island for a long time?â
âGenerations. But my grandfather deeded the village over to the citizens about fifty years ago. Most of the islander families have worked for my family through the years and Grandfather wanted to repay them for their loyalty.â
It must be nice to be rich enough to give away a whole town. Annieâs family couldnât afford to give away so much as a seashell.
âYou finished the research facility when your wife drowned, didnât you? I mean, it mightâve been her idea but you were the one that did the work to get it opened.â
âI wantedââ He stopped drying dishes and put the towel down. âI wanted to find a way to give her what she had desired. I could not give her the child of her dreams, but I could see to it that her dream of doing this research went on in her honor.â
His hurt and guilt about not being able to have a child shone quite clearly in his eyes. Poor guy.
âAnd you were physically injured yourself at the time. You mustâve loved her very much.â Annie could feel a single tear escaping from her eye, and tried to keep any more from embarrassing her by sniffing and lowering her chin.
Instead of an answer, Nick turned to Annie and lifted her chin so she was forced to look up into his eyes. He tenderly wiped away the lone tear, then pushed a wayward curl back behind her ear.
âI think perhaps it would be best if I retire to my office now. Thank you for the lovely meal. I donât believe the hurricane should cause you too many problems.â
âOh, Iâll be just fine,â she said quickly. His touch had driven a jolt straight to her toes and she needed to step back from him and think about what had happened.
âYes, Iâm sure I will be fine, as well.â He dropped his hand to his side and moved quickly toward the kitchen door. âGood night, Annie.â
âDonât forget to let me know if you need anything,â she called after him.
But he was gone. And she was already beginning to feel cold in his absenceâas if stabbing fingers of lonely icicles were reaching right down into her gut and turning her inside out.
Three
N ick picked up the decanter and poured himself a snifter of brandy. His office, with its rich masculine colors, black slate tiles and warm suede sofa and chairs, normally gave him solace. But not tonight.
His thoughts kept turning to Annieâto how she would handle the hurricane alone back in her rooms. And damned if he also couldnât help but wonder what she might be wearing as she retired for the night.
Did she wear one of those frilly, see-through contraptions that some women liked to wear to bed? If so, he knew it would be silky soft but full of wild, exotic tones, just like Annie herself. Her nightwear would never be simple white or black, he was positive.
For Annie, the hue would have to be a deep, forest green to match her eyesâor perhaps a vibrant turquoise like the waters here in the Caribbean. He could evenimagine her in a blast of lipstick-red or a cool Mediterranean-coral that would complement her coloring.
Shaking