Sterling mansion. He figured heâd catch shit if he told you that.â
I raised my eyebrows at my mom, surprised that she had sworn. âCatch hell,â she corrected herself.
Helen took a step closer to me. âClaire knew about the new charm I just gave Amber,â she said. âThe little boat. How could she have known that? I just gave it to my daughter this week.â
âI imagine Amber wore that bracelet to school,â said Matt.
âYes, I guess she did.â
âIsnât it possible Claire saw it then? Sheâs often up at the school taking pictures.â
âI havenât been up to the school this week,â I told him.
âSo you claim.â
âI suppose Claire could have seen the bracelet and forgotten,â Helen said.
Ah hell, I thought. Now Helen doubted my story too.
âMatt, please,â I begged. âAt least have the volunteers and cops search for that van. Iâm sure Amber and Doug are still in the wilderness area. I saw blood on Amberâs head, and she was unconscious. She clearly needs medical care. Weâve got to find that van before itâs too late!â
Helen covered her mouth and sobbed when she heard me say that. Matt wrapped an arm around her. âI want you two out of hereânow,â he told Mom and me. âDonât make me call the cops.â
He turned his back on us and led Helen to the coffee tent.
I was nearly in tears too. I thought I could help Matt find Amber, but he wouldnât let me. He clearly thought I was nuts.
Worse, I was starting to doubt myself. Maybe I was just seeing things. Maybe I was as loopy as my mother.
âIâm so sorry,â Mom said. âI made matters worse, didnât I? I should have kept my nose out of this.â
âYou were only trying to help.â
âWe should call the cops ourselves,â she said. âMake them hunt for Dougâs van.â
âAnd when they ask why, what do I tell them? That I had visions? If Matt doesnât believe me, the cops sure as hell wonât.â
Mom shook her head. âYouâre right. Theyâve never believed me either.â
We both stared into the bonfire for a time. The warmth and crackle of the fire relaxed me a little. I put my hands in my pocket to warm them and felt Amberâs necklace there. Almost immediately, I had another vision.
I saw Amber lying in the back of the moving van. Beyond her, I could see the front windshield and the back of a manâs head. He turned to his right, and I saw his face. Yes, it was definitely Doug Conner.
Beyond, I saw a rough logging road in the dusky light. They were still on that mountain. I was absolutely sure of it.
âI just donât know what else to suggest,â said Mom, and my vision ended. âI donât know what to do.â
âI do,â I said. I dangled Amberâs necklace in front of her. Then I nodded at the mountain above us. âWe go up there and find Amber ourselves.â
EIGHT
I got Mom to drive my Honda Civic up the logging road. That way, I could hold Amberâs necklace and focus on my visions. It wasnât the smartest decision Iâd ever made. Mom was a nervous driver, especially on winter roads.
She hunched over the steering wheel and peered out the windshield at the snowy road. The windshield wipers couldnât keep up with the falling snow. She drove at a snailâs pace.
âWeâll never find Amber if you keep driving this slow,â I told her.
âLook at that drop-off !â Her voice rose in panic. In the twilight, I could see the bank went straight down. âI go any faster, and weâll be in that gulley.â
âOkay, okay,â I said. âJust keep driving.â
Mom glanced over at Amberâs necklace in my hands. âDo you sense her? Are we going in the right direction?â
âI think so,â I said. âSheâs still lying in the back of
Benjamin Blech, Roy Doliner