me and began to draw nothings in the
sand. Since I'm single, I guess I haven't developed whatever special
rapport a man can have with a younger version of himself: and when that
youthful image isn't even human, well, I just sat there, waiting for
someone to say something.
"You were nice to me and my people last night," he said finally, his voice
just this side of quavering. "I think I should thank you."
My mind was still not functioning properly. Part of me kept up a warning
that this kid was suspected of murder, and my throat tightened. The other
parts kept bumping into each other searching for something to say that
sounded reasonably intelligent.
"They, uh, treated you rather unkindly, son."
He shrugged and wiped the sand from his doodling finger. "We get used to
it. It happens all the time, though I guess that's not really true. Not
all the time, anyway. Maybe it just seems bad here because it's so small.
I'm … we're not used to small places."
He began digging into the sand, tossing the fill up to be caught and
scattered by a sharp, suddenly cool breeze.
"People can be cruel at times," I said unoriginally. "You shouldn't let it
bother you and your folks. Small people, you know, and small minds."
The boy stared at me from the corner of his eyes, his face still in
shadow. "Aren't you afraid of me?"
"Why? Should I be?"
He shrugged again and worried the hole with the heel of his hand. "I think
that detective thinks I killed that old man. He talked with us nearly two
hours this morning. He said he was satisfied. I don't think so."
I shifted around to face him, but he continued to avert his face. I
couldn't remember seeing such a shy boy before, though I supposed that the
shock of the crime wasn't the easiest thing in the world to accept with
nonchalance, especially when he was on the receiving end of the suspicion.
I made a show of searching the beach, stretching my neck and gawking like
a first-time tourist. "I don't see your, uh, parents. Are they as
unconcerned as you?"
"My people are inside. They don't want anyone staring at them."
My people. That was the second time he'd used that wording, and I
wondered. In the silence I found myself trying to place his accent,
thinking it was perhaps a custom of wherever he came from, but there was
nothing to it. Curiously so. He could have lived anywhere. On impulse I
asked if he and his mother and father would care to join me for dinner. He
shook his head.
"Thank you, but no. We'll eat in our room until something happens to
change their minds. The doorman almost slammed the door in my face."
That figures, I thought as the boy struggled to his feet. He looked down
at me and said, "Thank you again," and was gone as abruptly as he had
come. It was then that I noticed the few sunbathers staring at me, their
hostility radiating clearly. I grinned back at them and lay facedown,
hoping they hadn't seen the grin twist to grimace.
As I lay there, I considered: unlike members of most minorities, androids
had no recourse to courts, education, or native human talent to drag them
out of their social ghetto. They were as marked as if their skin had been
black or brown, only worse because whatever rights they had stopped at the
factory entrance. And I wasn't at all pleased to have to admit to myself
that even I couldn't see handing them the same rights and privileges as I
had. I was beginning to wonder just how far above the crowd I really was
for all my ideas. I thought of the people who'd glared at me you'd better
stop casting stones, I told myself. Don't feel sorry for the boy, feel
sorry for the parents.
And then I dozed off, which, for my skin, is tantamount to stretching out
on a frying pan. When I awoke again, my back felt as if it had been
dragged over hot coals. And in feeling the burning pain, I surprised
myself at the foul language I could conjure. I tried to put on my shirt,
gave it