talking about some neighbor. He figured heâd head back to Ericâs while it was still light, maybe watch a video or something.
âMarlon Booker!â his mother yelled.
âSorry, Mom.â He was supposed to ask to be excused. He put on his best hangdog look and slunk back to the table. âMay I?â he asked. âPlease.â
âYes,â she said.
âNo,â said his father.
âBut . . .â His father never said no.
âI want to talk to you. After you help your mother clean up the kitchen.â
âWhat theââ
âWatch your mouth,â his mother said.
He stopped talking. He wasnât going to win with these two. Better to stay quiet and try to save the buzz.
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â Y OUâRE STONED,â his father said. They were in Marlonâs room, the place he went to be alone. Marlon hated it when his father came in like he owned the place.
âWhat?â Marlon said, stalling.
âYou heard me. Thirteen years old, Marlon, and youâre showing up to dinner stoned out of your mind. You think thatâs cool? Whereâd you get it, that McCall kid?â
âDad, thereâs so much smoke on the street, itâs like we in Mexico.â
â Weâre in Mexico,â his father corrected.
âShit.â
âMarlon!â
âWhat are we talking âbout here? English grades or drugs?â
âDrugs.â
âWell, itâs not like itâs crack. Weed never hurt no one.â
âSmoking,â the old man said, âhurts everyone.â
Marlon just waited, and longed for this talk to be over.
âWhat do you want to make of yourself?â his father asked. Always that question: a week didnât go by without that question getting asked. It was as if his father couldnât stand the suspense of not knowing what his son would do for work twenty years from now.
âDonât want to work in no steel plant,â Marlon said. This was true. No way, no how did he want to go to that horrible place, hot and loud with machinery that sounded like metal breaking. Not that he had any idea where he did want to go. His friends all thought theyâd make it at b-ball or rap, which Marlon thought was just stupid. The world already had too many stars, and not enough people doing useful things.
âSmartest thing youâve said all night,â his father said.
Marlon waited for him to say more, but nothing came. âWe done?â Marlon asked.
âYouâre grounded,â Everett said. âYouâre not to leave the property without a parent. One month. At night, no TV. You stay here in your room.â
âDad!â He made fists, squeezed them so tight he could feel his nails digging into his skin. It was the only way to keep from shouting.
âThis is serious,â his father said.
âWeed, Dad? You canât stop that.â
âI can try.â
âYou gonna lose.â
His father left on that. Marlon flopped back on his bed, but the buzz was gone.
II
E VERETT DIDNâT KNOW if he would beat this cancer thingâthe doctor said there was a decent chanceâbut what kept him awake at night was Marlon. He knew a man couldnât control the cancer cells in his body, and perhaps the same could be said of his son. Still, he reasoned it had to be otherwise; God, he thought, wouldnât have given us sons if we couldnât have an impact. He wouldnât have sent one to us himself. Everett just needed a little time. It was important. There was some shit in the world now; it was easier to go astray, and more dangerous when you did. If he could just get another five or six years he could see the kid off right.
He climbed into his truck, a â68 GMC pickup with three on the tree, touchy as hell when you wanted to find reverse and half junkyard under the hood. The odometer was broken, which was fine with Everett, because he didnât