mother, and how she had taught him to be gentle and compassionate. Molly bet, he would be a completely different type of lover than William had ever been, or rather never been. For one thing. She was certain that Joshua Adams would not be into men or boys at all. He would want a woman in his bed. Another thing that came to mind was that he was passionate and he most likely wanted to make sure his woman would be satisfied. Maybe it wouldn't just be about making babies for him, or for his pleasure. Molly had noticed the bulge at the front of his denim jeans.
Blushing at the last thought, not knowing where it had come from, she gasped. He looked up quickly.
“Is everything okay Molly?” He looked at her concerned.
“Oh I’m fine, sorry. It’s just really odd to have you here, and to eat with you.” It was not something she had ever done with William. He always expected her to wait until he was finished his meal. He would sometimes eat so slowly that Molly would be ready to pass out from hunger. It was because she had caught him once in the barn with a boy of 18. They had both been naked and William had been sucking the boy's cock. Molly didn’t want to know, what else they did after she left, but William had seen her look at him. The look had been one of shock and then it had turned to disgust.
Odd for Molly to have so much free time during the day, she decided to bake a cake for supper tonight and cook a nice roast. She was so into the free time and doing other things that she forgot about keeping up with her story of having an ill husband. Joshua had stayed in the kitchen most of the day with her, and had only been gone for a few minutes to his room. Returning to the kitchen, he stopped her cold with one question.
“You know Molly. Did you remember to feed your husband today?” He asked her. Molly chilled. The fact was, she hadn’t even thought about keeping her story straight. All she would have had to do was take a plate, stay there for a bit like she was feeding him and it would all be okay. However, now she was caught, pretty much red handed.
Looking down at the floor, she tried to figure out the best way to approach the subject. How could she tell him and still expect him to trust her in other ways. She looked at him and saw the question on his face. Was she lying to him.
“Joshua, I think I need to explain things a bit more to you.” Molly started and then sat at the table, looking up at him. He joined her.
5. Molly's Plan
“My husband William died about a year ago. I’ve been running everything by myself. I can’t do it anymore, cattle sales are coming up soon, and none of the men in this area are going to buy from me. The fact that I’ve turned down several of them already for marriage has made me something of a marked woman already. So I needed someone to come and help me out, but I don’t want to get married, I can’t, I didn’t love William, he didn’t love me, we only had sex once, and that’s not what I want from the next man I find.” She poured out everything. “I hope your not mad at me. I only needed a ranch hand. I figured if someday I find love, I will find it but I won’t settle for one of these losers around here. They are all older than dirt and truthfully, I had one loveless marriage. I want something more, like you find in the books.” By the time she finished she was looking down, afraid to look into his face after hearing the truth.
“Well, first off. I wish you would have told me that, when we first met. I wouldn’t have been upset. I would have understood. I can see your point for not telling me. You had no clue that my mother was my only parent and that I wasn’t raised like normal guys. I had to fit in for years, when other men talk down to women and
Blushing at the last thought, not knowing where it had come from, she gasped. He looked up quickly.
“Is everything okay Molly?” He looked at her concerned.
“Oh I’m fine, sorry. It’s just really odd to have you here, and to eat with you.” It was not something she had ever done with William. He always expected her to wait until he was finished his meal. He would sometimes eat so slowly that Molly would be ready to pass out from hunger. It was because she had caught him once in the barn with a boy of 18. They had both been naked and William had been sucking the boy's cock. Molly didn’t want to know, what else they did after she left, but William had seen her look at him. The look had been one of shock and then it had turned to disgust.
Odd for Molly to have so much free time during the day, she decided to bake a cake for supper tonight and cook a nice roast. She was so into the free time and doing other things that she forgot about keeping up with her story of having an ill husband. Joshua had stayed in the kitchen most of the day with her, and had only been gone for a few minutes to his room. Returning to the kitchen, he stopped her cold with one question.
“You know Molly. Did you remember to feed your husband today?” He asked her. Molly chilled. The fact was, she hadn’t even thought about keeping her story straight. All she would have had to do was take a plate, stay there for a bit like she was feeding him and it would all be okay. However, now she was caught, pretty much red handed.
Looking down at the floor, she tried to figure out the best way to approach the subject. How could she tell him and still expect him to trust her in other ways. She looked at him and saw the question on his face. Was she lying to him.
“Joshua, I think I need to explain things a bit more to you.” Molly started and then sat at the table, looking up at him. He joined her.
5. Molly's Plan
“My husband William died about a year ago. I’ve been running everything by myself. I can’t do it anymore, cattle sales are coming up soon, and none of the men in this area are going to buy from me. The fact that I’ve turned down several of them already for marriage has made me something of a marked woman already. So I needed someone to come and help me out, but I don’t want to get married, I can’t, I didn’t love William, he didn’t love me, we only had sex once, and that’s not what I want from the next man I find.” She poured out everything. “I hope your not mad at me. I only needed a ranch hand. I figured if someday I find love, I will find it but I won’t settle for one of these losers around here. They are all older than dirt and truthfully, I had one loveless marriage. I want something more, like you find in the books.” By the time she finished she was looking down, afraid to look into his face after hearing the truth.
“Well, first off. I wish you would have told me that, when we first met. I wouldn’t have been upset. I would have understood. I can see your point for not telling me. You had no clue that my mother was my only parent and that I wasn’t raised like normal guys. I had to fit in for years, when other men talk down to women and
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