pockets and found more and dropped them in, too. âWooo!â he hollered.
âQuiet!â I said. âThe children will hear you.â
He grinned in the same stupid way and tipped his absent hat and took the reins from Sam, who stepped up and dropped more money into the hat. He said, âOld Army told you there were lots of dollars in that Jenny. Thatâs how many she throwed up for us today.â
But it wasnât Jenny who had âthrowed up.â Armyâs shirt and vest were covered with vomit, and his sour odor filled the air between us. Sam noticed my disgust. âOld Army taken sick and fell off his horse,â he said. âThatâs why we was walking.â
I gave the hat and its heavy contents to Sam and gathered the reins from Armyâs hand. âIâll help Army with the horses,â I said.
âArmy, heâs too drunkâ¦â
âI want to talk to my brother in private,â I said. âDonât go inside until youâre sober.â I put my arm around Armyâs shoulders and half led, half carried him toward the barn, pulling the horses behind. Army mumbled, and leaned heavily against me, and it was hard to keep my balance in the darkness. But I made it to the barn and managed to prop Army against the wall. I unlatched the door and lit the lantern and led the horses inside and unsaddled them. While I was currying Jenny I called out, âHow much will you take for your part of this mare, brother?â
âTen thousand dollars,â he called back. Then he giggled to himself, and I didnât speak to him again until I had put the animals up and fed and watered them.
When I closed the door Army was sitting against the barn. His chin lay on his chest. He appeared to be asleep, but he raised his head when I nudged him with my toe, and I said, âIâll give you four hundred dollars in the morning, brother. Take it or be damned.â
He frowned, trying to focus on me, but said nothing. âOur dead mother demands it,â I said. âShe would weep to see you now.â
Army wept. He tried to get to his feet, but couldnât. âSleep in the barn,â I said. âI donât want you in my house.â Then I left him.
Sam was slouched on the porch still, but seemed fairly sober. Either he hadnât drunk as much as Army or he held it better. Armyâs hat was in his lap, and he was counting the silver into two neat stacks. âSo you won,â I said.
âYeah. Whereâs Army?â
âAsleep.â
âI couldnât stop him, Dad.â
I shrugged. âHeâs a grown man. Heâs responsible for himself. But Iâm buying his part of the mare.â
Sam smiled and offered his hand. âGood,â he said. âShake, pard.â
âNo, I wonât be your partner. The four hundred is a loan. The mare is all yours.â
Sam gazed thoughtfully at the stacks of dollars. âItâll take a while to pay back four hundred of those.â
âTake as long as you need. I should have loaned you the money in the first place. Itâs not good for me or my family to be mixed up in horse racing.â
âIâm sorry about Army, Dad.â
âItâs not your fault. Sam, do you have to race her?â
âYeah. If I do it right, sheâll be my ticket to big things.â
âWhat things, Sam?â
He waved at the stacks of dollars. âMoneyâs what makes us men, ainât it, Dad? Without it, nobody can be much more than a nigger. Youâve treated me good, and now Iâm your head nigger. But Iâm still a nigger. Iâve been a nigger all my life. But I come to Texas to stop being a nigger, and Jennyâs going to help me do that.â
I laid my hand on his knee. âYouâre looking for a short cut where there isnât any,â I said, âbut thatâs none of my business. Letâs go inside.â
âNo,