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ve never
seen a woman as beautiful as you, ” he says pulling me back to
him.
    He quickly takes my breast into his
mouth again.
    My
head snaps back and I let out a low cry. How could this feel so
good? I dig my hands into his hair, holding his face to my chest.
He slides his hand to my other breast and rolls my nipple in his
fingers. He positions himself between my thighs. They relax and
open for him. He pushes himself onto my center. My eyes go wide at
the thickness of him on me. I suddenly get worried. He is too big.
I shouldn ’ t be doing this. He doesn ’ t even love
me.
    “ Your
so big, ” I
gasp.
    He looks at me and is about to reply
when we are interrupted by a knocking on the door.
    Knock Knock Knock
    “ Sorry to bother you guys, but Ryan I need to talk to
you, ” someone says through the door.
    “ Killian, go
away, ” Ryan says as he continues to play with my
nipples.
    “ Ryan, I
don ’ t think you understand. Rachel is here with her
mother. ”
    “ Oh
shit. You have to get up and get out of here, ” he says jumping up from
on top of me and hurriedly starts putting his clothes back
on.
    I ’ m still shocked at all that is transpiring, so
I ‘ m
still laying down on the bed with my mouth hanging open. When he
finishes and sees me still laying in the same spot, he shouts at
me.
    “ Get up,
now! ”
    I jump up and in a flash I threw my
dress back on and run into the bathroom and lock the door; tears
streaming down my face. How could I be so stupid. I was about to
let this man take my virginity. Oh how stupid I am. I knew this
would happen. I knew a sexy man like him would have a girlfriend,
and he would never take a woman like me seriously. I sit down on
the toilet and cry for what seemed like hours. When I was spent and
I cried all the tears I could cry, I got up off the toilet and
looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like a sad sad puppy. My
hair was all over the place. My eyes were red and my face was tear
streaked. I looked like a fool.
    I
quickly throw some water on my face, gathered up my hair into a
messy bun. Cute, but it didn ’ t really matter. I
took a couple deep breaths to steady myself, grab my bag then walk
out the bedroom; heading straight for my car. I
don ’ t look around because I don ’ t want to see
Ryan and I don ’ t want him to see me.
I really don ’ t want to see anyone
else either. I just want to get out of here. I feel too stupid to
face anyone. As I am carefully making my way to the door and
opening it, I hear a group of people laughing. Even though I
didn ’ t want to I turn to the voices, I did. When I did I
saw Ryan and his whole family standing with and talking to two
ladies. One was young and breathtakingly beautiful. She looked like
a movie star or something. She had on a red summer type dress that
came to her knees. Her hair was as blond as the sun on a bright
summer morning. She was simply magnificent. The other woman that
was there had to be her mother. She looked just like her only a
little older.
    Oh how stupid I was. I would never
be enough for a man like him.
    The
young woman laugh and placed her hand on Ryan ’ s arm. I
stiffen. I want to run over there and pull her off of my
Ryan.
    Wait? My Ryan. Get ahold of
yourself. That man just yelled at you and tossed you to the side to
get to this woman. He is not your Ryan. He obviously is her Ryan;
and he was only using me for sex.
    That will never happen again, I try
and convince myself as I step through the door only to be halted by
none other than Mrs. Callahan.
    “ Ryan
Sweetheart, where are you going. I want you to meet
someone, ” she says coming over to my side.
    Oh no. I
can ’ t.
I can ’ t do this. I don ’ t want to see Ryan
and his girlfriend all hugged up with each other. I know I
couldn ’ t look at either of them without crying like a big
baby.
    “ I
need to get going Mrs. Callahan. Can you tell everyone I said
hello, ” I say and try to keep going out the door.
    “ This
will only