âHe actually came to the picnic on Sunday. He apologized for what happened all those years ago.â
âNo apologyâs enough,â her father said gruffly, reaching out to pat her hand. âHe hurt you badly, cupcake.â
âIâm over that now,â she said, relishing the comfort of her fatherâs concern. He alone knew how much sheâd grieved that lost love. He and the Lord.
âStay strong. Stay focused on the Lord and He will see you through all the tough times.â
She nodded, knowing it was true. âIâm fine.â She smiled at her father. His love had always been as steadfast as Godâs.
âI might get some more fishing in this week,â he said.
âIf you catch enough, come over and Iâll clean them and cook them for us.â
âWhatâs this if? Of course Iâll catch enough.â
Marcie laughed. âOf courseâwhat was I thinking?â She tilted her head slightly. âHow many did you catch on Sunday?â
He scowled. âNot enough for a meal.â
She laughed again and pushed back from the table. âIâve got to go, Dad. Let me know about the fish.â She leaned over and kissed his cheek.
âYou take care, cupcake,â he said.
Something in his tone had Marcie pausing. âI will. You sure things are okay?â
âRight as rain.â
Marcie bid him goodbye and went back to the office. Checking the clock, she realized it was later than sheâd thoughtâand that much closer to time to meet Zack. She couldnât concentrate on anything. Might as well have stayed visiting with her father.
At five to one, she closed her office, telling Priscilla Cabot she was going to lunch, and left by the back door. The short walk to the marina did nothing to calm her nerves. She chose a picnic table in the shade with a view of the water and the boats bobbing on the gentle waves. The minutes ticked by. The breeze from the sea rustled the leaves of the oak shading the table. A sailboat moved silently on the horizon.
The café sack appeared in front of her on the table. She looked up. Zack took the bench opposite, his back to the water. âI thought youâd be at the café,â he said.
She shrugged. âI came early.â
He pushed the bag toward her. âWant to do the honors?â
Glad for something to do, she withdrew the lavish shrimp po-boy sandwiches, the small containers of coleslaw, along with utensils and napkins. The beverages were icy. Dessert was in another small container, which she rested on the collapsed bag.
Zack took the sandwich she offered, unwrapping it and taking a bite.
âGood,â he said.
She nodded, feeling all thumbs. She unwrapped her own sandwich and nibbled on it. Her nerves churned. Now that they were face-to-face, with no hope of interruption, she wished she hadnât agreed to see him.
âIâm sorry,â he said again, laying down the sandwichand gazing directly at her. âI handled it badly and Iâve regretted it ever since.â
âItâs been ten years. You couldnât call or write before now?â she asked, setting down her own sandwich. She opened the soda and took a sip, more for something to do than because she was thirsty.
He glanced away, then looked back. âI should have.â
âOh, Zack, apologies should never be made because they ought to be. They have to be sincere.â
âI am sincere. I did it all wrong and hurt you and Iâm forever sorry for that. It wasnât my intent.â
âSo what was your intent? We discussed marriage for months before deciding to do it. We knew we were young, but we thought we were ready. I thought we were ready. We planned the wedding all spring. Why not tell me youâd changed your mind?â
âI hadnât. Not exactly.â
âThen exactly what?â
âI wanted to marry you, you know that. We talked about the wedding and