Sasha then. I am sure she should be there anyway since if this goes down, this is going to be a major coup for the band—”
“She can still start the rumor mill going while we’re negotiating so she should definitely be there.” Kaz waved to the rest of his band mates. “See you at LAX. Remember, be there by eight because our flight leaves at nine-thirty.”
He smiled for the first time as he left the studio and began to walk towards his SUV. Jaden quickly caught up with him and grabbed him by the shoulder as he was about to open the door to his Hummer.
“What’s up?” Kaz inquired.
He already knew what his half-brother was going to say but no way would he make it easier for him.
“Listen…there is too much drama going on at the moment. I can’t go but you know my answer is yes, if just to get away from that cunt for a while. She’s driving me crazy and I can’t take it anymore.” Jaden ran his hands through his hair. It had grown out in the back and he was desperate for a haircut but it seemed like the least of his problems as Kaz glared at his brother’s amber eyes.
Sometimes it was still strange for him to think they had the same father and the blood that ran through his body shared DNA with this coward son of a bitch who strung one amazing woman along because he was too chicken shit to be a man and end things properly with his ex-girlfriend.
“What do you want me to say, Kaelan?” Kaz used his Christian name instead of his stage name because he was fed up with his brother’s bullshit.
“Don’t call me that. You know how much I hate that motherfuckin’ name.”
“I’m calling you Kaelan because you’re acting like him .” Kaz’s blue-green eyes shined colder than an Eskimo’s dick. “You’re a fucking coward for what you’re doing to Talia and why she is holding on so tightly to you is beyond me. If she was smart, she would move on and realize she is going to have to raise that baby on her own—”
“Don’t fucking say that, Kasper!” Jaden’s amber eyes turned dark and stormy. “I am trying to keep the motherfuckin’ peace here! That bitch would slit Tal’s throat and not think twice about it. Faith isn’t stable and it’s not just that easy for me to get up and walk away. Do you think I could handle her death and the death of my child? I would fuckin’ strangle the cunt myself and then where would I be? Huh? Where would Scarlet Fever be and could we survive that kind of controversy? Let me handle this on my own…it’s just easier that way!”
“Yeah, whatever man.” Kaz hopped into his Hummer. “I’m sick of the lies and bullshit, Jaden. If I feel this way then how the fuck do you think Talia feels? You’re a coward, just like our father. He would rather fuck different women and have kids all over the motherfuckin’ place than leave his old lady. Do you know how embarrassed I was because Loire and I almost fucked one time? Then I had to find out the hard way she’s our half-sister?”
He sighed out loud and ran his fingers through his brown hair. “You think you’re so different—that we’re so different because we didn’t choose that life, ran away and decided to become rock n’ roll stars but we’re still his sons. I’m pushing Sydney away and I don’t even fucking know why! She’s the best thing that could happen to a bastard like me and I am treating her like shit. You are going to lose the best woman in the world because you’re too much of a fucking coward to admit you’re scared to death of becoming a father—”
“ Yeah, I fucking am! ” Jaden turned away from Kaz and began to pace. “You don’t think I know Talia is too good for me? She’s a dream woman and she would make me so fucking happy—happier than I ever thought was possible and I am fucking it up because I can’t be with someone as perfect as her. She has dealt with that loser, Seth, and I wonder why the fuck am I so
“She can still start the rumor mill going while we’re negotiating so she should definitely be there.” Kaz waved to the rest of his band mates. “See you at LAX. Remember, be there by eight because our flight leaves at nine-thirty.”
He smiled for the first time as he left the studio and began to walk towards his SUV. Jaden quickly caught up with him and grabbed him by the shoulder as he was about to open the door to his Hummer.
“What’s up?” Kaz inquired.
He already knew what his half-brother was going to say but no way would he make it easier for him.
“Listen…there is too much drama going on at the moment. I can’t go but you know my answer is yes, if just to get away from that cunt for a while. She’s driving me crazy and I can’t take it anymore.” Jaden ran his hands through his hair. It had grown out in the back and he was desperate for a haircut but it seemed like the least of his problems as Kaz glared at his brother’s amber eyes.
Sometimes it was still strange for him to think they had the same father and the blood that ran through his body shared DNA with this coward son of a bitch who strung one amazing woman along because he was too chicken shit to be a man and end things properly with his ex-girlfriend.
“What do you want me to say, Kaelan?” Kaz used his Christian name instead of his stage name because he was fed up with his brother’s bullshit.
“Don’t call me that. You know how much I hate that motherfuckin’ name.”
“I’m calling you Kaelan because you’re acting like him .” Kaz’s blue-green eyes shined colder than an Eskimo’s dick. “You’re a fucking coward for what you’re doing to Talia and why she is holding on so tightly to you is beyond me. If she was smart, she would move on and realize she is going to have to raise that baby on her own—”
“Don’t fucking say that, Kasper!” Jaden’s amber eyes turned dark and stormy. “I am trying to keep the motherfuckin’ peace here! That bitch would slit Tal’s throat and not think twice about it. Faith isn’t stable and it’s not just that easy for me to get up and walk away. Do you think I could handle her death and the death of my child? I would fuckin’ strangle the cunt myself and then where would I be? Huh? Where would Scarlet Fever be and could we survive that kind of controversy? Let me handle this on my own…it’s just easier that way!”
“Yeah, whatever man.” Kaz hopped into his Hummer. “I’m sick of the lies and bullshit, Jaden. If I feel this way then how the fuck do you think Talia feels? You’re a coward, just like our father. He would rather fuck different women and have kids all over the motherfuckin’ place than leave his old lady. Do you know how embarrassed I was because Loire and I almost fucked one time? Then I had to find out the hard way she’s our half-sister?”
He sighed out loud and ran his fingers through his brown hair. “You think you’re so different—that we’re so different because we didn’t choose that life, ran away and decided to become rock n’ roll stars but we’re still his sons. I’m pushing Sydney away and I don’t even fucking know why! She’s the best thing that could happen to a bastard like me and I am treating her like shit. You are going to lose the best woman in the world because you’re too much of a fucking coward to admit you’re scared to death of becoming a father—”
“ Yeah, I fucking am! ” Jaden turned away from Kaz and began to pace. “You don’t think I know Talia is too good for me? She’s a dream woman and she would make me so fucking happy—happier than I ever thought was possible and I am fucking it up because I can’t be with someone as perfect as her. She has dealt with that loser, Seth, and I wonder why the fuck am I so
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