knowâs been through it.â Bam. âYou bit the bullet, then you chew it.â Bam.â Raylan liked it.
When they were first getting to know one another, almost a year ago, heâd told her how heâd worked for different coal operators in Harlan County, Kentucky, where he grew up, and before joining the Marshals Service. He toldher, âIâve worked deep mines, wildcat mines, the ones you go into and scratch for whatâs left, and Iâve stripped.â
Joyce said that time, âSo have I.â
He said, âPardon me?â
She hadnât wanted to tell him too soon about working as a go-go dancer when she was youngerâone of the few topless performers, she said, without a drug habit. Like it was okay to dance half-naked in a barroom full of men as long as you werenât strung out. He told her no, it didnât bother himânot mentioning it mightâve been different if heâd known her when she was up there showing her breasts to everybody. No, the only thing that bothered him now was her devoting her life to poor Harry.
Sheâd say she wasnât devoting her life, she was trying to help him.
Sitting at the kitchen table again Raylan thought of something and began telling about the bust heâd taken part in that morning. Telling it in his quiet way but with a purpose:
How they went to an address out in Canal Point to arrest a fugitive known to be armed and dangerous. Banged on the door and when no one came a strike team officer yelled at the house, âOpen up or itâs coming down!â So when still no one came they used a sledgehammerâwhat the strike team called their master keyâbusted in and here was a woman standing in the living room no doubt the whole time, not saying a word. One of the strike team, a sheriffâs deputy, told her they had a warrant for the arrest ofRussell Robert Lyles and asked was he in the house. The woman said no, he wasnât, and had no idea where he might be. The deputy said to her, âIf Russellâs upstairs, youâre going to jail.â And the woman said, âHeâs upstairs.â
Raylan waited for Joyce, saw her nod, but thatâs all; she didnât say anything. She didnât see the point he was trying to make.
So Raylan said, âYou understand it wasnât like the woman was giving the guy up, telling on him. There was nothing she could do, so she said yeah, heâs upstairs.â
Joyce nodded again, uh-huh. âSo did you get him?â
She still didnât see the point.
âWe got him. Even with all the commotion, busting the door down? The guy was still in bed.â
âDid you shoot him?â
Looking right at Raylan as she said it and it stopped him, because he could see she was serious, waiting for him to answer.
âWe had to wake him up.â
Nudged the guy with a shotgunâthe way it actually happenedâthe sheriffâs deputy saying, âRise and shine, sleepyhead.â
But that wasnât the point either. What he wanted Joyce to see, she had as much chance of helping Harry Arno as this woman had of hiding a fugitive. There was a silence. âI didnât like to bust into somebodyâs house,â Raylan said. âI asked the woman why she didnât open the door. She said, âInvite you in for iced tea?ââ
There was another silence until Raylan said, âYou know Harryâs an alcoholic,â and saw Joyce look at him as if she mightâve missed something, one minute talking about apprehending a fugitive . . . âYou know that, donât you?â
âHeâs trying to stop.â
âHow? Is he in a program? He wonât admit heâs got a problem, so he makes excuses. Itâs what alcoholics do. You left him, heâs depressed and thatâs why heâs drinking again.â
Joyce said, âAs far as heâs concerned . . .â
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Marteeka Karland and Shelby Morgen