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their place, organized crime exerted a kind of discipline on criminal activity, and the police were able to apply such deterrence and punishment as they thought necessary without having to bother the courts: a golden age and long gone.
    Now the system was operating at a level ten times higher than it was designed for and, when this was added to the normal tendency of bureaucracies to bloat with time, it meant that the building was bursting at the seams with the varied servitors of justice.
    Given the strictures of civil service, a pleasant office is one of the few real gifts in the hands of an elected official like the D.A.; the D. A. did not incline to shower gifts upon Karp, and thus office space was especially scarce for his minions, among whom Marlene was, naturally, more than prominent, being, as was known, Karp's main squeeze.
    Marlene didn't mind the office at all; it had zero status, which obviated the need to protect it from the more ambitious; it was out of the way, so that people had to make a special effort to bother her; and while it had no ventilation, it had plenty of room for cigarette smoke in its upper regions.
    The alternative was accepting a cubicle in a big office bay, with only a head-high glass partition separating one from one's neighbor, who was likely to be a health fascist who would cough pointedly whenever one lit up.
    Marlene put the card she had just filled out in its alphabetical place in one of her long boxes. Something about this particular case niggled at her mind, some pattern… She rubbed her temples, massaging them to stimulate greater brain power, a trick of hers since schoolgirl days. It had worked for Latin declensions and principal products of distant lands; but no longer. Her brain sat inert. She was sinking into bovine placidity, the old sharpness just a frustrating memory. She was three months gone and the baby was obviously starting to leach vital brain material from her very skull.
    No, that couldn't be true! Plenty of women had borne children without any diminution of their mental powers, or sacrifice of career opportunities, or self-respect.
    "Name three," said a voice in her head, the prosecuting attorney. It was a real voice and not Marlene's own, which caused her no little wonder; in fact, she admired its tone of affable contempt, and wished that she were able to summon it up herself in court. She was even able to visualize him, as composed partly of the Daumier print of an advocate that had hung in the anteroom of one of her law professors at Yale, jowly and lidded of eye; partly of that law professor himself, the son-of-a-bitch, and partly, just a hint, of her dear intended, Karp.
    "Marie Curie," said Marlene out loud, whipping mentally through the pages of her NOW calendar, "umm, Rebecca West, and writers, lots of women writers-Anne Tyler, Margaret Drabble…"
    "Oh?" said the prosecuting attorney. "And are you intending to become a writer? If so, you'd better hustle and establish your reputation in the next five months, so you can live on your fat royalties and hire a nanny. But you're not a writer, are you, Miss Ciampi? You're an assistant D.A. with $234.12 in your bank account and a fifth-floor walk-up loft in an industrial neighborhood. How do you intend to keep working once the baby comes?"
    "I'll think of something," said Marlene, without conviction.
    "Will you, now? Like what? Carrying a baby on your back while you run from courtroom to courtroom or out to crime scenes? Not likely! No, your career, such as it is, is over. It's diapers and the soaps on TV, and waiting for him to say, 'Hi, honey, I'm home!' You'll be dependent."
    This last word seemed to reverberate in the courtroom of Marlene's mind like a cheap echo effect in a horror movie. Dependent. The jury in her mind, twelve aged Italian women in black, with cameo pins, rubbed their mustaches and nodded. It served her right, the crazy girl, what scandal… che pazza ragazz'. Che vergogna!"
    This was too much.