tell her that she was letting go of everything and everyone that reminded her of her past.
âTash, we need to talk,â she began. She tried to swallow the lump in her throat, but it wasnât going away. âI canât stay here, Tash. I have to move on with my life, Tasha. Malek doesnât want me toââ
âMalek? Hal, my brother and our friend were just killed. I have been here for you since the day I met you. You mean to tell me, just because you back with that nigga, you gonâ act like I donât exist? You are like my sister.â Tasha stood up from her bed.
âTasha, itâs not like that! I love you. Youâre my girl. I just canât afford to lose Malek again.â
âThe world doesnât revolve around Malek, Halleigh!â
âMy world does! I met you in a whorehouse. You were the madame that was supposed to help my pimp keep me in line! Malek doesnât understand how you helped me. He doesnât want me around anybody that is down with the South Side. I have to respect it, Tasha. Heâs my man, and I love him.â
âSo fuck me and everybody who gave a damn about you when he left you for dead?â Tasha yelled, with one hand on her hip as she stared incredulously at her friend. âFuck me, fuck Mimi. Fuck Maury too, Halleigh? My brother loved you. Iâve never seen him look at a chick the way he looked at you. Fuck him, though. Fuck that he came here to look after your skinny ass!â
âThatâs not fair, Tash!â
âNo, youâre not fair, Hal! And you know what else? I been sitting up here trying with everything I had to block some shit out, saying to myself, âNah, thereâs no way that Halleigh could do me like that.â But I guess I was wrong! Your nose is so far up Malekâs ass that it doesnât even bother you that he murdered Maury and Mimi! Right, bitch? Tell me Iâm lying and I swear on everything, Iâll lay your ass out right here!â
Halleigh felt the tears coming to her eyes. âTasha, what are you talking about?â Halleigh asked, a twisted and confused look on her face.
âTasha, stop with the bullshit. You know what Iâm saying is true, and thatâs why you ainât been around and thatâs why you running off! The cops told me what was up, and I played shit cool and covered for Malekâs ass. Why? Because thatâs how I do for my people! And because I never in my wildest thoughts would have believed that Malek would do some shit like this!â
Halleigh burst out into tears.
âHalleigh, enough of the crocodile tears and all that fake shit!â
âFake? Tasha, this ainât fake! You . . . I . . . I mean, I know you are hurting and going through it, but youâre talking crazy. And Iâm dealing with a lot of conflicting shit too, and I donât even know what is going on.â
âHalleigh, you wanna know whatâs the fuck is going on? Yeah, whatever! But I tell you what; you walk outta here, and Iâll know what was up and what went down, and you wonât have to say shit. And if you stay, then Iâll be on my knees apologizing and forever grateful. But understand this: if you leave after all I done did for you, then itâs on! On the life of my brother and on the life of Mimi, itâs on!â
Halleigh was feeling beyond stressed out. She shook her head and stared at Tasha. Then she left the room and went into the one that she had once occupied. All of her things were as she had left them. She grabbed a small laundry basket and placed some of her items inside, including a few of the pieces that Maury had purchased for her while she was in New York.
She wouldnât tell Malek why they were important to her, but she had to have them. Maury had helped her rebuild her self-esteem in a way that Malek couldnât. See, she looked at Maury as a neutral person who didnât judge her or come down on