married.â
Stanley never took off his wedding band. It was a superstition. He felt that if he took off the ring, the legal paper that bound him to Phyllis would shrivel, grow yellow, dissolve into dust.
âNot in the Church.â
âOh.â
âA civil ceremony.â
âAny kids?â
âNo.â
Why did his life suddenly seem a string of empty events, the stupid military school, Marquette, his partnership with George Sawyer? Even Wanda seemed to find it sad, no matter the interest she showed. He almost told her he would inherit a bundle when he was fifty. He did tell her, later, when his visits became a ritual, weekly at least.
âThis is good wine.â
âItâs from the supermarket.â
âActually I donât like white wine.â
âSo Iâll buy some red.â Already it was clear this wasnât a chat between a Realtor and a client.
âThere were Collinses who lived on Lincoln Avenue.â
âThat was us.â
âFunny we never knew one another.â
âWell, now we do.â
âNow we do.â
âWanda, thereâs nothing wrong with this apartment.â
âWho said there was?â
âSo why are you looking for another?â
âDo you always believe what youâre told?â
In the bedroom, there was a print of a Renaissance Madonna on the wall, and behind it more palm.
âYou still go to Mass?â With the drapes pulled and the mild glow of wine, afterward they would lie in her bed for hours and talk about anything.
âNot as much as I should.â
âI donât go at all.â
Maybe it was the fact that they had both grown up in St. Hilaryâs, but religion became a frequent topic. And after Phyllis had told him what she had learned about Church law, Stanley naturally talked it over with Wanda.
âIf thatâs true, Iâm as much married to you as I am to Phyllis.â
âIf itâs possible for her, itâs possible for you.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âNow what could I possibly mean?â
Stanley knew a sudden panic. One thing about a wedding band, it prevented things going beyond a roll in the hay, no matter how frequent. He liked Wanda, he really did, and he had become used to their afternoons together. When he listened to her sing at the club it was not just imagination that she was directing all those steamy ballads to him. When George Sawyer fell off his most recent diet and came along, he noticed that Wanda treated Stanley like a lover. Stanley denied it in a way that made it clear it was a gentlemanâs denial.
âYou could go to Mass again,â Wanda said.
He had told her, half sincerely, that he missed the religion that he had lost, but his marriage had cut him off from it.
âYou could receive Communion.â
She might as well have been proposing to him. Let Phyllis marry that bastard Jameson, and he and Wanda could stand before the altar at St. Hilaryâs while Father Dowling said the nuptial Mass.
He sat up on the edge of the bed, anxious to get out of there. It was one thing to be enraged by what Phyllis had said, to feel that his wife was betraying him, but he sure as hell wasnât going to pull such a stunt himself. Not with Wanda, not with anybody.
âWanda, I am as married as Iâll ever be.â
âEven if she leaves you?â
âShe wonât.â
They were both out of bed now, and Wanda pulled on her colorful muumuu. Stanley was getting dressed. By the time he was in the living room, he had made up his mind.
âI am going to stop giving her any reason to leave me.â
âAnd Iâm the reason.â
âI told you what she said.â
âGet out of here.â
âNow, Wandaâ¦â
âGo, you sonofabitch. I mean it. Iâll be damned if Iâll provide your wife with a reason to leave you. Stay with her. You deserve one another.â
âWanda, you
Howard E. Wasdin and Stephen Templin