fight!â
âNo. No, no, no,â I protested. âIt wasnât like that. I just met her.â
âYou did not just meet her,â Katie remonstrated, shaking her head. âYou are lying to me.â
âI swear, itâs true.â
âSo you just met her? You were holding her.â
âYeah, but not ⦠It wasnât like a hug.â
âI could see it wasnât a hug! Ruddy, whatâs going on here? Can you imagine how it felt to see the two of you together?â
âOkay. Okay. I see how this could look. But you have to trust me.â
âTrust you?â she repeated. âYou said you would be working a repo. You lied to me, but you say to trust you?â
âI know.â
Her shoulders slumped in defeat, and that alarmed me more than anything else she could have done. âIâve been trying so hard to make things work lately, and now thisâ,â she began mournfully.
âBut there is no âthisâ!â I interrupted. âI was just reacting to what she told me. Thatâs all. I swear thatâs all you were seeing.â
âWhat? What did she tell you?â Katie pleaded. âI want to believe you, but youâre not telling me anything.â
I took a deep breath. âShe said Lisa Marie Walker wasnât in the car the night I crashed into the lake. When it sank, she wasnât in the car.â
Katie blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âThatâs what she said.â
âHowâ¦?â
âShe told me she was a medium, but I donât believe her. I mean, she didnât act like any medium Iâve ever spoken to.â
Katie frowned at me, confused. âYouâve spoken to mediums?â she asked after a pause.
I sighed. âYeah, itâs why I came here tonight.â I gestured at Madame Revardâs tent down the street, and Katie looked over at it without comprehension.
âTo talk to a medium,â she said.
âYeah.â
âWhy would you do that?â
I was not going to tell her why. I could just imagine her reaction if I told her I was trying to reach her dead father. âThe medium, Madame Revard, told me my father was sorry he was so stern with me, so judgmental. I think she means after what I did to Lisa Marie Walker. He was very ⦠He felt I had really let him down, let the family down. The town, even. The only thing he approved of after the crash was when I pleaded guilty.â
âOh, Ruddy.â Katieâs expression softened. âI didnât know you were so ⦠You never talk about that.â
âI didnât want to tell you what I was doing tonight, so I said I was on a repo.â That much was certainly true.
âBut canât you see? Thatâs the kind of thing Iâve been talking about. I wish you would tell me. I wish you would let me in, to trust me. You used to trust me!â
âOkay. Youâre right. Anyway, then this woman, her name is Amy Jo, came up out of the blue and said she saw me go into the mediumâs tent and that she had a message from beyond for me. From Lisa Marie. That Lisa Marie says she wasnât in my car.â
Katie processed this. Of all the people in the world, only she knew the full story. How Iâd met Lisa at a party. Sheâd been drinking and wanted to go for a ride. I was the college football jock, and she was a high school senior. After she drowned, everyone assumed Iâd taken her out for sex, but actually, that never came up. I had just met her and was flattered by her attentions. Soon after we got into the car, she felt ill and crawled under a blanket in the backseat. I stopped for beer in Charlevoix because that had been the original destination, but she never moved when I parked the car, and didnât answer when I asked her if she wanted anything. Driving back home, I made a fatal wrong turn, mistaking the steep drive down to the ferry
R. C. Farrington, Jason Farrington