anywhere with you.â And for the second time in just a few minutes, the room echoed with the sound of feet pounding up the stairs and the slam of a bedroom door.
At the sound, Annie froze for just an instant, then she stood abruptly and started clearing away dishes with quick, jerky movements, as if she was suddenly desperate to keep her hands busy.
He scratched his cheek. âThat went well, donât you think?â
She fumbled with a plate, catching it just in time to keep it from smashing to the floor, and sent him a baleful look. âGreat. Just great. With all these slamming doors, Iâm surprised none of the windows are broken.â
His laugh sounded raw and strained. âIâm sorry, Annie. I didnât think theyâd take it this hard.â
âThey love you,â she said simply. âYouâve always been decent and kind to them. Lord knows, they got little enough of that from theirâ¦from Charlie.â
âI hate like hell that Iâm putting them through this.â
âTheyâll live. People get over all kinds of things.â
Have you? He wanted to ask, but didnât. He carried a pile of plates to the sink, wishing things were different. That he didnât have to leave. That these were his dishes, that this was his kitchen.
That she was his woman.
Chapter 3
W hat a mess.
With her hands curled around a mug of lemon tea, Annie sighed and looked out the kitchen window at the snow whirled around by the shrieking wind. Hours after Joeâs announcement at dinner, her head still ached, her nerves still in an uproar, and nothing seemed to help.
C.J. was finally asleep after crying most of the evening. She had a feeling if she checked his pillowcase, it would be damp with more tears.
He couldnât understand why the man who had been more of a father to him in the last eighteen months than his own father had been for his whole life could just walk away. All her efforts to console him only seemed to sound hollow and trite.
She had knocked on Leahâs door a few minutes earlier to tell her to turn the lights out and had received just a grunt in return. Her daughter was no longer speaking to her, but she didnât know if it was due to Joeâsimpending departure or because of their earlier battle over homework and riding privileges.
Had she been this difficult when she was twelve? She didnât think so. She had been a handful, certainly, always tumbling into trouble with Joe and Colt, but sheâd always tried hard not to disappoint her father, anxious for the love he had such a hard time demonstrating.
Of course, by the time she was twelve, Joe and Colt had been in high school and too busy with sports and school and girls to pay much attention to the wild-haired tomboy from the ranch next door who used to follow them everywhere.
She sighed again. If she didnât stop woolgathering, she was going to be up all night trying to finish this blasted help-wanted ad. She wanted to be able to call it into the newspaper and some of the ranch periodicals in the morning.
She read what sheâd written so far: âWanted: Experienced foreman to oversee six-hundred-head Hereford operation. Prefer long-term commitment and extensive ranching background. Salary based on experience. Must be loyal and hard-working.â
She winced. Was she advertising for a foreman or a dog? She scribbled the last part out and was trying to come up with something better when she heard a soft knock at the back door.
A quick glance at the clock over the stove showed it was nearly tenâa little late for company.
Maybe Joe had some unfinished ranch business he needed to discuss. It wasnât unusual for him to stop by after the evening chores were done to talk about what needed to be done the next dayâa gesture she appreciated but which sheâd tried to tell him repeatedly wasnât necessary. She trusted his instincts completely.
It would take a long