stiffen, my danger radar flicking quickly from yellow to orange.
Then he holds my arm out. âRelax, Jenessa,â he says. âIâm just offering you a beer.â He places the cold bottle in my hand.
I close my fingers around it, gripping it to stop my hand from shaking. âThanks,â I say.
The conversation near the other car has died away. The other guys are kind of watching without trying to seem like theyâre watching.
Part of me is telling myself to get in my car and leave , to not come back here again.
And another, bigger part is thrilled to be here, this close to danger. With a guy who definitely feels like someone I shouldnât be hanging out with. Who feels a bit dangerous himself.
And whoâs not Dmitri.
âWant some help with that?â Cody asks, nodding toward the cap on my bottle of beer. Itâs tight.
I narrow my eyes at him and laugh. âAs if,â I say. But I keep my tone light. I snatch a corner of my jacket and reef on the cap, hoping itâll give and that I wonât look like an idiot.
The cap pops off. I drop it on the pavement and knock back half the bottle in three seconds. Bless my father for showing me how to open my throat and guzzle Kool-Aid when I was eleven years old. Iâm sure he has no idea how useful Iâve found it.
âWow, yeah! â says the Bibs guy. He claps, and a couple others laugh.
I take the bottle from my lips. Cody watches. I level my gaze at him. âSo? You gonna race, big guy?â I smile sweetly. âOr are you going to stand around staring at me all night?â
Laughter erupts from the group gathered around the convertible, but it ebbs quickly. Cody doesnât turn to look. He doesnât say anything either. Heâs not happy with me stealing his thunder.
At the same time, I can see that he likes the challenge Iâm laying down. I bet there arenât a lot of people who give Cody a hard time. And chances are, if I knew him better, I might not do it either.
But for now, ignorance is bliss.
I stay until the last race of the night. At the end of the evening, as everyoneâs packing up, Cody comes close. He smells like beer and engine oil.
âIâll see you next week,â he says.
Itâs not an invitation so much as an order. But I nod. I want to come back. I want to watch the racing. And, strangely, I want more of Cody.
As I drive home, I touch the sore spots on my neck where he grabbed me for a kiss.
I wonder if he left a mark.
Chapter Ten
Iâm waiting when Mark and Bibs pull in. Cody follows a few minutes later. Iâve parked just off the shoulder, like everyone else.
I lean against Codyâs car, and we watch a few races. Mark and Mike. Bibs and some new guy, Doran. The guys are always careful to make sure the road is clear before they take off. From the starting line, you can see almost a mile in each direction. When there are no lights coming, they go. And they rotate the lookout every couple of hours. No one wants the cops hassling us.
Cody hands me a new beer every time I finish one. With him, it seems drinking isnât really an option. Itâs more like an expectation. I think heâs on his fifth.
Heâs standing beside me now, his arm draped carelessly around my waist. I kind of like it. The beer has loosened me up, worn down my sharp edges. I find myself shrieking and laughing every time the cars peel off the line in a scream of rubber.
After my third beer, my vision has grown fuzzy. I reach for my cigarettes and light up. I hadnât planned on letting Cody in on my dirty little secret, but Iâm feeling good tonight. And I feel like having a smoke.
I take a drag, careful to blow the smoke away from Cody. I hope he doesnât say anything.
Maybe Iâll offer him one.
I take another puff and turn to see his hand moving toward my face, fast. I flinch backward. My other hand comes up to shield my face.
Cody laughs. The sound