It read âNathanâ on the front, in Aubreyâs girly yet sloppy script.
âAre you serious?â I said, ripping open the envelope.
Nathan,
By the time you get this Iâll be hours away. Your probably going to think Iâm the most selfish person in the world, but being afraid of you thinking bad of me isnât enough for me to stay. Iâm unhappy and Iâve been unhappy for a long time.
I love Zoe, but Iâm not a mother. You are the one that wanted to be a father. I knew you would be a good daddy, and I thought that you being a good daddy would make me a good mother, but it didnât. I canât do this anymore. There are so many things I want to do with my life and being a housewife isnât one of them.
Iâm sorry if you hate me, but Iâve finally decided I can live with that. Iâm sorry you have to explain this to Zoe. Iâll call tomorrow when Iâm settled and try to help her understand.
Aubrey
I let the folded paper fall to the table. She could never spell youâre correctly. That was just one of a hundred things about Aubrey that bothered me but I never mentioned.
Zoe was looking up at me, waiting for me to explain or react, but I could do neither. Aubrey had left us. I came back for her lazy, cranky, miserable ass, and she fucking left us.
A scream outside startled Zoe enough for her to grip my leg, and reality hit about the same time that bullets came crashing through the kitchen windows. I ducked, and signaled Zoe to duck with me.
There would be no calling Aubreyâs friends and relatives to find out where she was so I could beg her to come back. I had to get my daughter to safety. Aubrey might have picked a horrible first day for independence, but it was what she wanted, and I had a little girl to protect.
More screams. Car horns honking. Gunfire. Jesus. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. It was here.
I opened the hallway closet and grabbed my baseball bat, and then walked over to my daughter, kneeling in front of her to meet her tear-glazed eyes. âZoe, weâre going to have to get back to the car. I need you to hold my hand, and no matter what you see or hear, donât let go of my hand, do you understand?â
Zoeâs eyes filled with more tears, but she nodded quickly.
âGood girl,â I said, kissing her on the forehead.
Chapter Three
Scarlet
â BIT OFF ?â THE NURSE, JOANNE, asked, carefully prepping the patientâs hand. âBy a dog?â
âI donât know,â Ally said, her voice muffled behind her mask. She was a new hire for the scrub tech team, just out of school. She was twenty, but the way her big eyes were staring at the patientâs hand made her look all of twelve. âSome kind of animal.â
âHer son,â I said, waiting with my X-ray equipment for the surgeon to arrive. Joanne and Ally looked at the meaty, exposed knuckle. âI took the X-rays,â I added. âShe was pretty shaken, but she said her son bit off her thumb.â
Angie walked through the door with tiny steps. Her scrub pants made a swishing sound as she busily finished different tasks around the room.
âAre you sure she said her son?â Ally asked, staring at the site of the missing digit with renewed interest.
âHeâs in the ER,â Angie said. âI heard heâs exhibiting signs of rabies. Several people are.â
âYou donât think this has anything to do with whatâs been on the news, do you?â Ally asked, nervous. âCould it have made it here already from Germany? Could it spread that fast?â
The room grew quiet then.
The anesthesiologist had been nervous from the beginning about putting Margaret Sisney under. Instead of playing on his cell phone like usual, he stood over her, focused on every rise of her chest. He looked away every few seconds to focus on the numbers on the monitor, and then returned his attention to Margaret. It was hard to
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