he might not have spoken the ugly truth.
3
N ormally the thought of a trip to the countryside would have been Charlotteâs idea of perfection. She had never been overly fond of London. It was noisy, smelly and dirty, and while the opportunities for theater and lending libraries and the company of like-minded women were stimulating, the thought of rusticating, at least for a short while, was divine.
But divine had nothing to do with how Charlotte intended to spend her time in Sussex. The Mad Monks were meeting for their debauched revels, and she was to be a part of them.
The trip in Linaâs well-sprung barouche had been almost too short. At Linaâs suggestion she wore a bonnet that concealed most of her face, and kept her head down. Her height likely gave her awayâthere were few women quite as long-limbed as she wasâbut she had every intention of managing a crablike scuttle to appear shorter and more subservient. It wasto be hoped that anyone who gave her a second glance would assume she was Linaâs maid, because even amid full debauchery a lady still needed her personal attendant. Meggie had been brought along as well, and had anyone asked, the answer would have been that the Countess of Whitmore required her own hair dresser. In fact no one asked. Such concerns over propriety had been absent. By the time they were settled in the distressingly normal rooms at Hensley Court they had seen no one, not even their ailing host, and Charlotteâs nervousness began to decline.
âItâs very simple, darling,â Lina said airily as they drank their afternoon tea, thoughtfully provided by Montagueâs excellent staff. âThe monkâs robe will cover you completely, from the top of your head down to the very tips of your toes, and youâre so tall everyone will assume youâre a man. Just try not to hunch, dearest. Throw your shoulders back but keep your head bowed. You wonât need to say a wordâyour vow of silence is evidenced by the brown color of your robe, and your watcherâs status is signaled by the white trim on your sleeves. You may move freely around the grounds, though on no account go near the Portal of Venus. All rules are off there, but Iâll point it out to you before I getâ¦erâ¦distracted. You can go anywhere else, unless a door is locked, but thatâs usually signaled by a gentlemanâs neckcloth attached to the outer door. As long as those remain the couple or group inside donât wish to be disturbed.â
âGroup?â Charlotte said faintly. What had started out as a lark was becoming far too real, and she wondered whether it was too late to change her mind, if sheâd wanted to, that is.
âSweetheart,â Lina said patiently, âthatâs what an orgy is. Two people is simply sex, three or more is an orgy. But donât worryâthere are any number of members who much prefer an audience for their activities. I promise you youâre more likely to be able to observe an orgy than to be invited to participate in one.â
âYou relieve my mind,â Charlotte said in a hollow voice.
Lina surveyed her. She was dressed in a nunâs habit, albeit one made of silk and tailored to her exact dimensions. She hadnât yet taken on the headdress, and with her curly black hair and bright eyes she looked like a very wicked young religieuse indeed.
âIf youâve changed your mind, as Iâm beginning to think you should, thereâs no disgrace. I can have John Coachman drive you home, with no one the wiser, or you can stay in these rooms and enjoy Montagueâs impressive hospitality. He has the finest chefs. And while a few of the guests return here for respite during the revels, the majority of them stay at the abbey, which has been fully remodeled for this purpose, so youâd be unlikely to run into any of them. And one would need a boat to get to and fro, whichdiscourages people