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apology.
    So I decided not to ask for another.
    “I’m sorry I’m a gay Chinese penguin,” I said.
    We looked around, and most of the cars had cleared out, driving over to the cemetery. The lawn in front of the funeral parlor was empty.
    “Do you have the car?” Nora asked.
    “No. My parents ditched me,” I said.
    “So you need a ride?”

    “Uh-huh.”
    We got into Nora’s car, which was a silver Saab—
    very clean except for a back window cluttered with stickers that read EVERGREEN STATE COLLEGE, TATE PREP B-BALL and other team-spirited-type things. We couldn’t see any of the procession that was heading out, but we had directions on a printed sheet of paper from the undertaker, so Nora pulled into traffic.
    It was awkward in the car.
    We didn’t know what to say to each other.
    It wasn’t clear if we could really be friends or if being on speaking terms was the best we could hope for.
    We pulled into the line of cars as it was entering the cemetery. Moving slowly, we snaked through and eventually stopped near a path that led up to an open grave with a coffin beside it. Grandma’s friends began to get out of their cars. All wearing black, they walked gingerly up the steep pathway. A few of them were crying. Others were chitchatting. I looked for Noel, Hutch and Meghan, but I couldn’t see them. That was probably for the best, since having Noel and Nora together would have made things even more awkward than they were.
    “I need to give my condolences to your parents,” said Nora.
    “They’re probably up at the top already,” I said. “We were the last car.”
    Nora and I trudged up the hill in silence. Some of Grandma’s friends moved very slowly, and it didn’t seem right to pass them. When we got to the top, we gathered round the grave. It was crowded enough that I couldn’t really see, but I half listened to a funeral home guy read a passage from the Bible.
    I thought about Grandma Suzette and how she loved me even though she didn’t really know what went on in my life. How she didn’t know how neurotic I could be, or how bad things had gotten with my friends, or what my sense of humor was really like.
    She just knew I was Ruby, and my face looked like my dad’s, and she loved me ’cause I was her grandchild.
    My actual personality didn’t much matter.
    I was crying and Nora was giving me a tissue when we heard the pastor say: “Alvin Hyman Fudgewick, may you rest in peace.”
    Wait.
    Alvin Hyman Fudgewick?
    We were in the wrong place.
    In the wrong line of cars, at the wrong grave site, in the right cemetery, at the wrong funeral.
    Alvin Hyman Fudgewick’s.
    “Alvin Hyman Fudgewick is not my grandma,” I whispered to Nora. I grabbed her elbow. We walked away as quickly as we possibly could, before bursting into smothered laughter at the bottom of the hill.
    “Quiet!” whispered Nora. “Alvin Hyman Fudgewick is dead and he would not like us laughing at his funeral.”
    I snorted. “We are horrible people. I can’t believe we’re laughing.”
    “Where is your family?”
    “I have no idea.”
    “Should we look for them?”
    “Probably. Shal we tell them about Alvin?”
    “You can’t call him Alvin,” said Nora. “You don’t even know him. You have to call him Mr. Fudgewick.”
    “I cried at his funeral. I think I can call him Alvin.” Nora paused. Then she just said: “Alvin Hyman Fudgewick.”
    I burst out laughing.
    We got back into Nora’s car and drove around the cemetery. Whenever it seemed too quiet, or there was a pause in the conversation, one of us would say
    “Alvin Hyman Fudgewick” and we’d collapse into

    giggles.
    It was me and Nora.
    Not the way we had been. We might not ever be like that again.
    But laughing, which is something we’d always been good at together.
    Alvin Hyman Fudgewick.
    Alvin Hyman Fudgewick.
    Eventually, we found my family, far at the other end of the graveyard.
    My dad was sobbing on Hutch’s shoulder.
    Grandma Suzette was already