adjusted the front of her dress carefully.
âIâll see you downstairs,â he said. âDonât be too long, and do make a fuss of Littleton. Heâs important, and he likes the girlies.â
After he had closed the door Tara stared at it for a moment, then she repeated his question aloud. âWhat happened to us, Shasa? Itâs quite simple really. I just grew up and lost patience with the trivialities with which you fill your life.â
On the way down she looked in on the children. Isabella was asleep with teddy on top of her face. Tara saved her daughter from suffocation and went to the boysâ rooms. Only Michael was still awake. He was reading.
âLights out!â she ordered.
âOh, Mater, just to the end of the chapter.â
âOut!â
âJust this page.â
âOut, I said!â And she kissed him lovingly.
At the head of the staircase she drew a deep breath like a diver on the high board, smiled brightly and went down
into the blue drawing-room where the first guests were already sipping sherry.
Lord Littleton was much better value than she had expected â tall, silver-haired and benign.
âDo you shoot?â she asked at the first opportunity.
âCanât stand the sight of blood, me dear.â
âDo you ride?â
âHorses?â he snorted. âStupid bloody animals.â
âI think you and I are going to be good friends,â she said.
There were many rooms in Weltevreden that Tara disliked; the dining-room she actively hated with all those heads of long-dead animals that Shasa had massacred staring down from the walls with glass eyes. Tonight she took a chance and seated Molly on the other side of Littleton and within minutes Molly had him hooting with delighted laughter.
When they left the men with the port and Hauptmanns and went through to the ladiesâ room, Molly pulled Tara aside, bubbling over with excitement.
âIâve been dying to get you alone all evening,â she whispered. âYouâll never guess who is in the Cape at this very moment.â
âTell me.â
âThe Secretary of the African National Congress â thatâs who. Moses Gama, thatâs who.â
Tara went very still and pale and stared at her.
âHeâs coming to our home to talk to a small group of us, Tara. I invited him, and he especially asked for you to be present. I didnât know you knew him.â
âI met him only onceââ she corrected herself, âtwice.â
âCan you come?â Molly insisted. âItâll be best if Shasa does not know about it, you understand.â
âWhen?â
âSaturday evening, eight oâclock.â
âShasa will be away and Iâll be there,â Tara said. âI wouldnât miss it for the world.â
S ean Courtney was the stalwart of the Western Province Preparatory School First XIV, or Wet Pups, as the school was known. Quick and strong, he ran in four tries against the Rondebosch juniors and converted them himself, while his father and two younger brothers stood on the touchline and yelled encouragement.
After the final whistle blew Shasa lingered just long enough to congratulate his son, with an effort restraining himself from hugging the sweaty grinning youngster with grass stains on his white shorts and a graze on one knee. A display like that in front of Seanâs peers would have mortified him horribly. Instead they shook hands.
âWell played, sport. Iâm proud of you,â he said. âSorry about this weekend, but Iâll make it up to you.â And although the expression of regret was sincere, Shasa felt a buoyancy of his spirits as he drove out to the airfield at Youngsfield. Dicky, his erk, had the aircraft out of the hangar and ready for him on the hardstand.
Shasa climbed out of the Jaguar and stood with his hands in his pockets and the cigarette in the corner of his mouth,