concert; and a travel poster of County Kerry, Ireland. All were unframed but carefully attached with hidden circles of masking tape. At the bottom left-hand corner of the Kennedy poster drooped a wilted white carnation, taped there to commemorate the first anniversary of his death.
Quinn sat at her desk by the window, ostensibly committing to memory the postulations of
Totem and Taboo.
Her right foot tapped rhythmically against the floor as she absorbed the marked-up pages.
Perched precariously on the edge of the desk was a portrait of her parents. Their features, fuzzy and idealized, faded into one another with varying shades of beigeâexcept for the eyes, both pairs identically blue there, although, of course, her fatherâs were actually hazel. Quinn had gazed at the picture so often she imagined she had blurred the outline of their faces by staring at them so much.
Her yellow Magic Marker squeaked as she highlighted another paragraph. All but five sentences were illuminated with the bold transparent track. Sighing, she tossed the book on the desk and stretched. Her eyes shifted to the drawer. She stared at it and then, after a quick glance over her shoulder, opened it cautiously. She removed an envelope, extracted from it two type-written sheets that were stapled together, and began to read.
Quinn was halfway down the first page when Van entered the room. She approached the desk unnoticed and reached down curiously to examine the papers that appeared so absorbing. Quinn jumped up with an exclamation, stuffed the pages into the envelope, and held it behind her back.
âExcuse me. I didnât mean to startle you,â Van said. âWhatâs that?â
Quinnâs face had begun to redden, but she summoned enough composure to slide the envelope back into her desk. âNothing,â she said casually, closing the drawer. âYou just surprised me, thatâs all.â
âLetter from home?â Van pressed.
âYeah.â
Van peered closely into the flushed face. âI donât believe you.â
Quinn watched Vanâs eyes fix on the drawer.
âYou wouldnât,â Quinn said.
Vanâs body was stiff and she held her breath.
âYouâre much too inhibited, Vanessa.â
Van lunged for the drawer and yanked it open. Quinn yelped and grabbed at it, but Van had got there first. She backed away, holding the letter above her head. Quinn stretched desperately, but Van was just tall enough. She waved the envelope back and forth out of reach.
âI donât believe you did that. Iâll never trust you again,â Quinn protested. âItâs a federal offense, interfering with the mail.â
âIâm not going to read it. I just want to see who itâs from.â Van peered at the return address. âChris Hartley? Hey, is this what the recent mailbox obsession is all about?â
Quinn slumped down at her desk, defeated.
âI want to read it. May I?â
Quinn looked at her balefully, then shrugged. Van began to skim the pages. She made no comment, only raised her eyes once to glance at her friendâs defiant face. When she had finished, she sat still for a moment, then said, âAre you going to report this?â
âWhat for?â
Van dangled the letter gingerly between two fingers as if it were on fire. âThis is one sick boy.â
âOh, thatâs not his own stuff. He copied it all from secondary sources.â
âWhich, an Abnormal Psych textbook or The College Manâs Rape Manual?â
âMostly the
Kama Sutra,
I think,â Quinn said.
Van sat down on the bed. âYou mind telling me whatâs going on?â
âYeah, I do. But since you bullied your way into it, I guess I might as well. That letter was commissioned.â
âCommissioned,â Van repeated dully.
âLook, Iâm going to be twenty-one years old in a few weeks and Iâm probably the only virgin in the