really care for eachââ
âStop it!â Mom says to James. âThis is no way to explain things to Franklin.â
âI gotta go.â I think Iâm going to be sick.
Bob is still out on the blue and white porch. Heâs leaning against the railings, counting the stars in the summer sky.
Chapter Nine
On my way home, I notice a bunch of Dadâs campaign posters. There he is, beaming at me from telephone and electrical poles along Westminster Avenue. Ted Westcott Is Your Man . Maybe, I think, but he isnât his wifeâs man, not anymore.
I pat my pocket where the matches are. This time, a trash-can fire is not going to satisfy me. I need more flames, more smoke. I need to start a real fire. The thought of all those flames and all that smoke helps take my mind off Mom and you-know-who.
I havenât figured out where to start a bigger fire. I donât want anyone to get hurt. Thatâs not how I operate.
I remember Dad mentioning the abandoned clubhouse on the old golf course. With a little gasoline, that heap of wood would go up in flames. My spine tingles when I picture it.
This fire is going to take more preparation than usual. Iâll need to get gasoline. Dadâs got an old tin canister in the garage. I could take it to the gas station, tell them we ran out of gas for the truck.
But what if I run into Mr. Cummings? He owns the gas station and is often there till nine or ten at night. If I tell him weâve run out of gas, he might say something to Mom or Dad. No, Iâd better wait till later.
Dad is on the phone when I get home. Heâs eating pizza straight from the box. When he sees me, he gives me a thumbs-up. âBig break!â he says, mouthing the words.
âThatâs terrific news!â I hear Dad say. âThe timing couldnât be betterâwhat with the election posters going up. All right then, thanks for everything. Weâll all sleep better tonight.â
Dad doesnât bother putting the portable phone back on the cradle, the way Mom is always telling us to. He also hasnât kept the newspapers in a neat pile or closed the curtains the way Mom does every night.
He plops down in his easy chair and sighs. âLooks like we caught the guy. I might owe my re-election to Bob.â
âBob?â I ask.
Maybe Bob helped Dad hang posters.
âYeah. Looks like heâs our pyro. The police picked him up for questioning. They think theyâve got a positive id on him from a picture taken the night of the trash-can fire. Turns out all Bob wears is a beat-up black sweatshirt. Plus, witnesses put him at the grass fire on Sunday.â
âI donât think Bobââ I stop myself.
âWhatâs that?â Dad asks as he heads into the kitchen.
âNah, itâs nothing,â I say. âThatâs great that you caught the guy.â
Dad comes back with a cold beer for himself and a Coke for me. âThe timing couldnât be better,â he says, sinking back into his chair. He lifts the beer into the air. âHereâs to Bob!â
âTo Bob!â I add, toasting the poor sucker with my Coke. I wish I could tell Dad about my night. About what a lousy time I had with Mom and how it got lousier after James showed up.
Dad burps. Heâd never do that around Mom. Or if he did, heâd apologize.
Dad looks at me. âHowâd your mom seem?â
âFine.â Itâs a dumb answer, but I canât think of a better one.
âGlad to hear it. Hey, did you see any of the election posters on your way home tonight? Waddaya think of that new photograph?â
Dad falls asleep in his easy chair. He has slept in the chair every night since Mom left. I throw out the pizza and put Dadâs empty beer bottle and my Coke can in the closet, where Mom stores bottles to return. Whoâs going to take them back to the store now? We could leave them at the curb and let Bob collect