She waited until she heard the click of the door as it was closed, then called out, âWhy is it so dark in here, Madam? Donât you wish to see the sun today?â
âI do not wish to,â her grandmother replied. âIâm dying, Taylor. I know it, God knows it, and so does the devil. I wonât make a fuss. It wouldnât be ladylike. I wonât be accommodating, however. Death is going to have to stalk me in the dark. If fortune stays on my side, he wonât find me until all of my business here has been concluded to my satisfaction. Light might give him an advantage. I fear youâre ill prepared for the tasks ahead of you.â
The switch in topics took Taylor by surprise, but she was quick to recover. âI beg to differ with you, Madam. You have trained me well. I am prepared for any eventuality.â
Lady Esther snorted. âI left a good deal out of your training, didnât I? You know nothing about marriage or what it takes to be a good wife. I blame my inability to discuss such intimate topics on the times, Taylor. We live in such a restrictive society. We must all be so very prim and proper. I donât know how you came by it, but you have great compassion and love inside you, and I will tell you now, Iâm thankful I wasnât able to take those qualities away from you. You never caught on that you were supposed to be rigid, did you? Never mind,â Lady Esther continued. âItâs too late to change. Youâre a hopeless dreamer, Taylor. Your infatuation with those dime novels and your love for the ruffian men is proof enough.â
Taylor smiled. âTheyâre called mountain men, Madam,â she corrected. âAnd I thought you enjoyed listening to me read the stories.â
âIâm not saying I didnât enjoy the tales,â Lady Esther muttered. âBut that isnât the issue now. The stories of Daniel Crockett and Davy Boone would entice anyone, even rigid old women.â
Sheâd mixed up the names. Taylor thought it was done on purpose so that she wouldnât think Madam had become as fascinated by the mountain men as she had. She didnât correct her again. âYes, Madam,â she said, guessing she wanted to hear her agreement.
âI wonder if Iâll meet up with those mountain men in the afterlife.â
âI believe you will,â Taylor replied.
âYouâre going to have to get your head out of the clouds,â her grandmother warned.
âI will, Madam.â
âI should have taken the time to teach you how to train a man to be a good, caring husband.â
âUncle Andrew explained everything I need to know.â
Lady Esther snorted again. âAnd just how would my brother be knowing anything about that topic? Heâs lived the life of a hermit all these years in the Highlands. You have to be married to know what itâs all about, Taylor. Donât pay any attention to anything he told you. Itâs bound to be wrong.â
Taylor shook her head. âHe gave me sound advice, Madam. Why didnât Andrew ever marry?â
âProbably no one would have him,â Madam speculated. âThe only thing my brother was ever interested in was his giant horses.â
âAnd his guns,â Taylor reminded her. âHeâs still working on his patents.â
âYes, his guns,â Madam agreed. âIâm curious, Taylor. What did he tell you about marriage?â
âIf I wish to turn a rascal into a fine husband, then I must treat him very like a horse Iâm trying to train. I should use a firm hand, never show him any fear, and dole out affection only sparingly. Uncle Andrew predicted I would have him eating out of my hand within six months. He will have learned to value me and treat me like a princess.â
âAnd if he doesnât value you?â
Taylor smiled. âThen I should borrow one of Uncleâs fine guns and shoot