hesitate before answering, maybe too long, because Principal Allen says, âPolly, there are leftover cookies in the teachersâ lounge, just down the hall. Why donât you grab a fewâthereâs milk in the fridgeâand weâll pick this up in a few minutes.â
I know sheâs trying to get rid of meâthough Iâm not sure whyâbut I donât argue, and try not to run from her office. Inside the teachersâ lounge I ignore the cookies and send Kelsey a text:
Are you there?
It takes a minute, but then:
Yes. Hard 2 txt with 1 hand tho.
Iâm meeting with Principal Allen. She wants to know if I want to be the PlanMaster or if I want to resign.
I hesitate and then add:
Do you think I could do it?
I had meant to text âshouldâ do it, like whether or not Kelsey thinks itâs worth my time. But instead, I typed âcouldâ do it, like Iâm wondering if Kelsey thinks Iâm able to plan Groove It Up by myself. Which, I guess I am. Wondering, I mean.
I wait for Kelsey to text back.
And wait some more.
When itâs clear Kelsey isnât going to respond, I leave the teachersâ lounge. The door to Principal Allenâs office is cracked open, and I hear whispers. Instinctively, I slow down.
âOh, Trudy, you mustnât let it get to you,â Mom is saying. âPeople get worked up over Groove It Up. They always have. Remember when we were in eighth grade?â
âYes, but things are different this year. These prizesare making everyone crazy. Do you know how many phone calls Iâve received from parents who want their kid to get a slot on the Talent Team, just so they can get on TV if we win? Or because their kid is dying to see Shattered Stars? Henry Huff is even insisting that this is too important to let the students handle it.â
âBut Groove It Up is always coordinated by the students. Itâs tradition.â
âThatâs exactly what I told him, but heâs one of our biggest donors, so others listen to him. I need a win here, Laura. Tell me honestly, do you think Polly can get the job done?â
I step closer to the door. I know I should cough, clear my throat, make a bunch of noise, and pretend I havenât just been eavesdropping. But I canât. In the few seconds of silence as we wait for Momâs response, I hear the question a hundred times over:
Can Polly get the job done?
I hear it so many times, itâs not until Principal Allen says, âOh, I see,â that I realize Mom never answered the question.
âYou have to understand, Trudy,â Mom says, sounding embarrassed. âPollyâs more of a follower than a leader. And anyway, you know kids today. Theyâre lazy. Theyâremore interested in shopping and texting their friends than working hard.â
âSo true,â Principal Allen says. I donât hear the rest of what she says, because I feel like Iâve been punched in the gut, and thereâs a strange buzzing noise in my ears.
The nickname Plastic Polly has always bothered me, but I figured it was mostly just because people were jealous, that they coveted a spot at the Court, and when it was denied, they turned to nastiness as their consolation and decided to dismiss me as shallow and fake. But do people really believe it? Does my own mother really believe it?
I feel hollowâlike Iâm nothing but empty spaceâas I silently back up a few paces, cough loudly, and clomp through the door. I refuse to look at Mom as I take my seat in front of Principal Allen.
âSo, Polly,â Principal Allen says, âwe were just discussing your options. We feel itâs unfair youâve been put into this position, that you are now in charge of something as all-consuming as Groove It Up.â
Unfair to who? I want to ask, but donât.
âI realize that perhaps you didnât want to be PlanMaster, that it may interfere with your