BEFORE?!?â
Even over the pounding of my heart, I could hear every word he said.
âYes, Iâm in the kitchen now!...Whaddya mean âthe pantryâ? How am I supposed to know what a pantry is!...Just tell me where they are! Look, you worked here. Not me. I donât know where he keeps his matches! You want me to burn the place down, I need the matches!...â
Burn the place down.
I heard the words. I understood the words. But it took a few really, really long seconds before I knew what they meant. He was going to light the log houseâand everyone in itâon fire. Thatâs why he needed the matches. Thatâs why he was talking about kerosene. That was the tragic accident he was planning.
I could hear a chair scraping across the floor and then the guy scrambling around in the kitchen. A couple of dishes broke. You could hear him throwing stuff around. He clearly didnât care what kindof mess he left behind. After a while the noise stopped. He went, âYeah, okay, I got âem.â
The door slammed, and then everything was quiet. Heâd gone outside. I could breathe.
I wanted to find a place to hideâa REAL place to hideâand stay there until the guy was gone for good. He wouldnât miss one more kid. He wouldnât even know I was gone. Heâd just burn the place down, and then heâd leave. Sooner or later the police would show up. Iâd explain everything then. Theyâd understand.
Yeah.
Theyâd understand that I was a chicken. That I let my whole class die. That when I had a chance to save them, I saved myself instead.
That would suck.
I thought my life was bad before. Imagine what it would be like if I let Shane die. Heâd end up the big hero. Kids who die are always heroes. No one would remember what a jerk he was, how manypeople he tortured, how he tortured me every day of my life. Theyâd forget that. Iâd be the live chicken, and Shane would be the dead heroâforever and ever. Iâd never live it down.
I had to at least try to do something. No one would blame me if I at least tried.
I got out of the fireplace. I snuck over to the window. I hoped the guy wouldnât be able to see me through the lace curtains.
I kept losing sight of him. The bus was in the way. But I saw a can of something over by the log house. I figured it was the kerosene. My grandmother has some at the cottage in case the power goes out. That stuffâs like lighter fluid. If he sprinkled it around, the house would go up in flames like a paper bag. No one inside would have a chance. I started shaking again.
I saw the guy dragging the bus driver toward the log house. A minute later, he was back, carrying Ms. Creaser. She was struggling. He didnât seem to care.
I had to do something. I ran into the kitchen. I needed a weapon. A hammer. A frying pan. Something. I know it sounds dumb, but I had this idea that I could just sneak up behind him and hit him. I actually thought Iâd be strong enough to stop him somehow.
I got into the kitchen and I saw something even better than a weapon.
The guyâs cell phone.
chapter eleven
It was lying on the table beside his cigarettes. I wiped the soot off my hands and dialed. I couldnât believe it. Someone answered.
This ladyâs voice said, â9-1-1. What is your emergency?â It was just like on TV.
I told herâor at least I tried. I must have sounded nuts. I was terrified the guy was going to come back and murder me. Under the circumstances, it was kind ofhard to think straight. I just blurted out whatever came into my head. I was sure she was going to hang up on me. The story was so crazy. It sounded like some stupid jokeâeven to me. Some guy kidnapped my entire class and was going to light us all on fire? Whoâd believe that?
The operator did. Or at least she seemed to. She didnât say, âYeah, right...â or tell me to quit kidding around. She
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