starched handkerchief. âCongregation, God is asking you to choose Him, or choose the world. Living a double life does not please Him. He canât use you to move His Kingdom forward.â
In order to fit in with the rest of the congregation, Ava shook her head and raised her hand at every other phrase. Pastor Monroeâs eyes came her way on occasion. She wanted him to look somewhere else. Anywhere else. Thoughts of who else needed to hear this message comforted her.
Maybe Iâll get the CD of this sermon for Rene and Toni. She brainstormed a couple of more names and completed a mental grocery list, then realized the service was coming to a close. An associate pastor led an altar call for those who desired to get saved. Ava picked up her Bible and straightened the strap on her sandal.
When the doors of the church opened, she hustled through the lobby, past the floral arrangements and crowd of folks congregating in the lobby. Her feet moved faster than they did when she arrived. She didnât need anyone asking her how things were going. Especially since things werenât going anywhere.
As she turned on the air in her car and adjusted her seat belt, her cell phoneâs buzz startled her. Reneâs photo appeared on the screen.
âHey, Ava. Whatâs going on?â
âNot much, girl. Just leaving church.â The pride inside rose in her chest. Among her close group of girlfriends, Ava was the one who attended church on a somewhat regular basis. She had Rene and Toni beat in that area at least.
âHow was the service?â
Ava pulled out of the parking lot. âGood. It was one of those messages where you feel like the preacherâs talking directly to you.â
âYeah, I know exactly what you mean. But it probably just felt like that. I shouldâve had my backside in the seat next to you.â
âWell, maybe in the seat next to the seat next to me. You know Iâm saving one for my future husband.â
Rene giggled.
âSo whatâs up?â Ava believed there was more to Reneâs phone call. She could hear it in her voice.
Reneâs laughing ceased. âIshmaelâs got me going through some things.â
âAnything I can help you with?â Ava turned the volume up on her cell. What had he done now?
âWell.â Rene paused. âI need a ride to this towing yard over off 59. I need to get my car.â
âGet your car? Didnât Ishmael have it last night? Where was he that he got your car towed?â
Reneâs deep sigh spoke volumes. âAt some apartment complex. He says he didnât see the signs about visitor parking.â
âAt some apartment complex?â Ava rolled her eyes. An apartment complex and his motherâs house were two different spots. With Ishmael, plans constantly changed. Would Rene ever get tired of that? âI thought he was at his momâs house.â
âAs did I. I donât know, girl. I just want to get my car. Can you take me?â Rene sucked her teeth. âIshmaelâs car is still in the shop.â
âOf course. Iâll be there shortly.â Ava double-checked that she hit the end button on her phone before she spoke. âI canât believe this. What is his problem?â Tension built up in her as she made a U-turn. âLord, if Ishmael is not the man for Rene, please remove him from her life. She seems to have more bad days than good ones with him. Your will be done. Amen.â
Right when Ava was her loneliest, God had a way of sending her a gentle reminder of what she could be going through if sheâd still been attached to Xavier. She might have missed the companionship, but she didnât miss the drama.
When Ava arrived at Reneâs house, her stomach growled at her. She shouldâve stopped off on the way and got something to eat. Rene leaned back on the wooden bench on her front porch, sporting thick black sunglasses. Walking