from his mind.â
Scott nodded. âYeah, and he didnât have help from somebody else like we did.â
Tyler frowned at the statement. Assigning a cluster of cells personal characteristics seemed odd. Like calling your kidney Fred. âWhat do you mean by that?â
Scott tapped the side of his head. âItâs like someone else is there.â
âYouâre hearing voices?â
He clasped his hands together and squeezed. âNo. Iâm not hearing voices. No reason for you to line up an admission to the funny farm. Not yet at least.â
âOkay, then what?â
âDid you ever consider what the consequences would be of giving someone the ability to have . . . what is it you call it?â
âA superior autobiographical memory.â
âYes. Big words for us grunts.â He ran his finger across his upper lip. âArenât there some things youâd like to forget?â
Tyler fidgeted in his seat. Did Scott know what today was? âIt depends. Although painful, some things weâd like to forget are those very things that make us who we are. The pain of the things we endure helps us to be more compassionate toward others.â
Scott chuckled. âThatâs quite a speech, Doc. Donât think I took you for the sappy type. Howâs work going for you? Transplanted many hearts lately?â
âThereâs one young lady that desperately needs a transplant whoâs on the list. Sheâll die if she doesnât get one soon.â
âWhatâs her blood type?â
âWhy, are you offering yours? Are you wanting to take your own life?â
Scott shrugged his shoulders and eased back into the chair.
âHow have things been at home?â Tyler asked. âJob going okay?â
Scottâs eyes narrowed as if contemplating how truthful he wanted to be. âNot so well. Havenât been able to hold down a job.â
Tyler motioned toward the door. âIs your friend supportive?â
âWho? Dylan? You met him?â
âHard not to with him just outside.â
Scott nodded and then chuckled softly. âDylan may not be the best influence. Never stays in one place too long. We served together so he gets what Iâm going through.â
âSo heâs someone you can talk to.â Tyler situated the file so he could write notes in the chart.
âAbout some things, I guess . . . like this surgery.â Scott folded his arms over his chest. âIâve been reading a lot about memory lately. Probably should have spent some time doing that before I became your guinea pig.â
âScott, your type of surgery had been done before. It was just the cells that were different.â
He nodded. âYou know, at first, it really was amazing what the graft could do. The amount of information I could keep in this soggy noggin was like something youâd see in the movies. It made planning missions easy. I could make inferences between different intel reportsâit was easier to see connections between terrorist groups that were physically separated from one another. I mean, miles and miles of bare mountain tundra.â
âThen what exactly is the problem? You sound happy to have these new skills. Donât you think it helped you get the Silver Star?â
Scottâs eyes darkened like a blue sky gathering storm clouds. âMaybe the graft enhanced our efforts, but we would have succeeded in that missionâeven without the surgery. If thatâs all it was, just a great memory, I wouldnât be here.â
âThen why are you here?â
Scott leaned forward and brushed his hands over his short hair. âItâs hard to explain. Itâs the emotion thatâs all wrapped up in them.â
âCan you try?â
He exhaled slowly through puffed cheeks. âMy marriage was in trouble long before the surgery. Got a lot worse after.â
Tyler