heightening
as he debated what to do. Cormac held Nell down without quarter, but his hands on
her wrists were surprisingly gentle.
“You never knew Magnus,” Nell snapped at him. Her mate had never mentioned anyone
called Cormac—not that he’d mentioned many people from his past. Magnus had liked
isolation.
“I didn’t say I had,” Cormac said. Damn him, he wasn’t even breathing hard. “He was
of my clan, but he was gone from them by the time I found them. He’d abandoned them.”
“I know.” Nell couldn’t stop growling.
Shifters, especially bears, could live apart from their clans, and often did in the
wild, but they still had deep ties, and the clan leader could call on them when he
needed to. Clan leaders even had a spell that could drag clan members to him in times
of desperation—useful in the days before cell phones.
A Shifter who cut all ties, including the blood bonds that made the spell work, was
unusual, and the clan declared said Shifter dead to them. Magnus had cut ties, because
he disagreed with his clan leader’s very old-fashioned and rather severe form of ruling.
Nell had been young and so soppily in love she’d thought it romantic that he’d decided
to strike out on his own. She’d had no trouble traveling with him until they’d found
a place where they could be utterly alone—herself and him—to start a new clan.
The problem was, when a Shifter severed himself from his clan, he lost part of himself.
Magnus had regretted his action almost at once, but hadn’t known how to undo it. He’d
certainly have been punished if he’d gone back, maybe even with death. He hadn’t been
wrong that his clan leader had a cruel side.
If Magnus had lived long enough, he might have found a way to reconcile and bring
Nell with him, but he’d grown more and more remote and depressed. Nell had seen the
signs, but hadn’t really understood them until too late.
“They didn’t know about you,” Cormac said. His hands softened on her wrists, his eyes
returning to the deep blue. “Magnus never told anyone he’d taken a mate or had cubs.
No one knew until about six months ago. Then I knew I had to find you.”
“What do you mean, you knew you had to find me? If Magnus never told anyone, how did
you
know?”
“He wrote a letter before he died, all about you, but it was lost. Not until a Shifter
I knew in Canada found it, in a museum in Winnipeg of all places, and sent it to me,
did any of the clan know of your existence. Magnus confessed he’d taken you as mate,
and asked one of us to look after you when he was gone. So I decided to find you and
carry out his wishes. Better late than never.”
“So that bullshit about searching for a mate was just . . . bullshit?”
“No.” Cormac’s smile came back. “But it was a good excuse to get transferred out here.
I didn’t tell my clan leader about you or the letter, because he’s still old school.
Now that Shifters are civilized, he might not try to kill a cast-off Shifter’s cubs
and mate, but he might make life very hard for you. If I take you under my protection,
that won’t happen. And I didn’t lie about wanting you as mate. After I read that letter,
and Magnus’s description of the incredible woman you are, I knew you’d be the perfect
one for me.”
“You are so full of . . . Get
off
me.”
Cormac climbed to his feet so quickly that Nell was left, stunned, in the dirt, on
her back. Then he reached down with his big hand and pulled her up, strengthening
the tug at the last minute so she landed against him.
He was warm, solid, comforting. Her emotions were in turmoil—Magnus, abandoning her
as he’d abandoned his clan, but permanently. Magnus writing a letter, telling his
clan all about her, begging someone to come and take her as mate so she’d be cared
for when he was gone. The letter lost so no one had come, and Nell had been alone.
Now Cormac