havenât you?â
Spud grins and stuffs the rest of his sandwich in his mouth.
âWill you keep my tin for me?â
âIf you want,â he says and puts it back in the shed.
9
It all works out exactly like Spud says. We mingle in as if weâd spent all day in school.
âBye, Peg,â calls Spud.
âSee you tomorrow,â I call back.
I walk home as slowly as possible. How am I going to explain not having my stuff with me? My stomach churns at the thought of all the trouble I am in. Spud always gets me into trouble. Why did I go with him?
Mum opens the door before Iâm even halfway up the path.
âHi, Peggy. How was school? Sheâs smiling, and her eyes look bright.
âSame as usual.â
Tommy toddles down the hall and jumps into my arms.
âHello, Tom-Tom. Were you a good boy today?â
âThe kettleâs on. Hang up your coat, and then Iâd like to have a little chat,â says Mum.
She must know about me cutting school. I feel awful.
âWhereâs your bag and your gas mask?â
âI forgot them.â
âOh, Peggy! And look at your dress. How did it get so black?â
âJust playing,â I say looking at the floor and out the window, anywhere but at Mum.
Grandad is in the garden, so thereâs just us in the back room. Mum hands me a cup of tea and sits down. Her fingers fidget with her apron strings.
I decide to own up about my day off.
âMum, Iâ¦â
âPeggy, Iâ¦â
We laugh as we both start talking at the same time.
âYou go first, Mum.â
âPeggy, Iâve got a job in the parachute factory, starting tomorrow.â
âWhat!â
âThe factory is looking for more workers, and the payâs good.â
My mum going out to work again. Thatâs the last thing I expected.
âWhat about Tommy?â is all I can think to say.
âMrs. Jones at Number Six is going to mind him for us. She has two little boys, and Tommy will be able to make as much noise and mess as he wants.â
âHeâll like that.â
âYouâll have to pick up Tommy after school and look after him until I get home. You wonât mind too much, will you?â
âNo. Course I wonât.â
âDo you think Iâm doing the right thing, Peggy? I havenât been out to work since Tommy was born. Maybe itâs not such a good idea. I should stay at home.â
âTry the job, Mum. I saw some women moving a barrage balloon today. It looked like fun.â
âIf it works out, maybe soon weâll be able to afford a place of our own, just you, me and Tommy,â Mum whispers.
âReally?â
She puts a finger on her lips and nods. We both smile at our secret.
Strange thumps come from behind Grandadâs chair.
âWhatâs Tommy doing?â
âOh, no,â cries Mum.
Tommy has pulled all the books off the bottom shelf of Grandadâs bookcase.
âStop that, Tommy,â says Mum in her stern voice.
Tommyâs face creases up, and he starts bawling. She moves him out of the way while I start putting the books back.
I can hear Grandad stamping the mud off his boots at the back door. I try to put the books back faster.
âWho tromped all that mud through my house?â Grandad bellows.
Oh, no! My muddy shoes.
He storms into the room and stops. His face is bright red.
âWhat on earthâs going on here?â
âIâm sorry about this,â says Mum.
âMind, out the way,â says Grandad, stomping over to the bookcase. âDonât you have any respect for other peopleâs belongings?â
Grabbing Tommy round the waist, I run up to my room. The row rises through the floorboards. If Iâd stayed in school, my shoes wouldnât be muddy, and the row would only have been half as bad. I hate school, and I hate living here.
âYou play on the bed, Tommy. Iâve got to write to