and only time I did mushrooms and had to spend the whole night at Jonathanâs house watching womenâs tennis. Really, weâre going to be fine.â
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I just want to really believe in our love
,â Amanda whispered into Davidâs neck.
âI donât know what I can do to make it any more real.â David furrowed his brow.
âI know!â Amanda leaped up quickly, throwing on a white silk bathrobe. âLetâs get engaged.â
David stood too, and stared at Amanda. She was breathing quickly and her eyes were round. She was so much shorter than him that she often looked straight up at him, and sometimes her round face looked like a plate.
âUm, doesnât that seem a little intense?â
âLook, I donât want to ever cheat on you again and thisâll keep my guard upâbecause itâll be like, illegal.â
âWell, okay. Weâll get engaged if you really want to. But right now Iâve got to get home and do my trig homework.â David bent over and slipped his sneakers back on, which heâd kicked off only a few minutes earlier.
âSo youâre going to ask me to marry you, right? And then itâll be a pact between usâbut of course we donât actually have to get married till weâre like, twenty-five,â Amanda said while they walked to her front door.
âI guess thatâs okay. Iâll see you tomorrow night.â
âDefinitely,â Amanda said. They kissed good-bye, which involved Amanda reaching up to pull David down to a kissable height. It started out as just a peck, but the elevator was taking a long time, so they startedmaking out pretty seriously against the wall. As David slipped his big hand inside Amandaâs robe, he wondered whether or not it was a good thing that Amanda thought they needed to get legally marriedâengaged, whateverâjust so they wouldnât cheat on each other again. This dimly reminded him of some psychological thing his father had once taught him about people who had a hard time controlling themselves, but with Amanda kissing his ear, he definitely couldnât remember what it was.
a monday at school that I so cannot take seriously
Arno and I stood in front of a table piled high with neon-colored polo shirts on the second floor of the Ralph Lauren store and mansion on Madison. Gissing Academy let upperclassmen out for lunch and Iâd convinced Arno to come with me to buy something for the trip with my dad, since heâd said I should, and Arno had nothing better to do.
We have a funny problem, Arno and I. Weâre the only people we really get along with at Gissing. I mean, we have plenty of buddies, but we donât take them that seriously. Then the weird part is, of our real friends, weâre close, but weâre not each otherâs favorites. Iâm better friends with Patch, and then David, and then Mickey, than I am with Arno. And Arnoâs better friends with Mickey, and then Patch, and then David, who heâs had some trouble with over Amanda, which hadmade them kind of intense with each other. But the weird part is, because we go to school together, Arno and I hang out pretty much constantly. So weâre more like brothers than friendsânot that thatâs a bad thing. And now that Iâd invited him to the Caribbean instead of my other guys, it was like we were both questioning if we were actually closer than either one of us thought.
âDo you really think you can pull off hot pink?â Arno asked. He yawned. We had woken up at his house, made ourselves a big breakfast, and then been late to school. Weâd muddled through morning classes and now we just had to get through an afternoon full of science, history electives, and Latin, and then we were out.
âNah.â I wandered toward a tan jacket made of windbreaker material. It had lots of pockets all over it and cost four hundred ninety-five dollars.