answer based on how much information we have. Hannah does the horoscope research, and I compile the answers. All told, itâs about an hourâs work.
Today we get our first feedback.
âListen to this,â I say.
âListening.â Hannah is stretched out on my bed watching a Leo forecast on YouTube.
âNo, youâre not.â
She sighs and presses Pause . âOkay. I am now.â
I read, â Dear Oracle. That girl I wanted to ask out last week? I took your advice and used little cut-up bits of magazines to spell out the words to ask her out on a date. I said, âWant to go check out the art gallery?â and then I gave it to her at the end of break. And you know what? She loved it. She said she didnât know any other guy who would take her to a gallery on a first date. Thanks! â
âAw, that is so sweet,â Hannah says. âOwen, youâre a matchmaker now!â She pats my back.
âItâs not me,â I say. âItâs the horoscopes. And you,â I add, with a half shrug.
Hannah blushes. âRead me todayâs questions.â
âWell, Iâve already drafted a response to this one,â I say. âThis oneâs kind of heavy.â I glance at her. âThereâs some messed-up kids out there.â
Her brow furrows. âRead it.â
âItâs from someone called Losing Hope,â I begin. â Dear Oracle. I canât take it anymore. Last night my dad got really angry with me. Again. He was drinking. He was mad because I didnât have enough money to go buy him cigarettes. â
Hannah sits up. âWhat?â
I keep reading.
â So he broke all the dishes, one by one. And then he made me clean up the mess. With my hands. â
â What ?â Hannah whispers.
I finish the note. â I donât know what to do. If I run away, Iâll end up living on the streets. Iâm seriously thinking about just ending it all. Maybe I can start over in another lifetime. â
I turn to Hannah. âSigned, Losing Hope .â
Hannah swallows. âSomeone actually had that happen to them?â
I nod slowly. âSomeone at our school.â
âWho?â she asks. Her question hangs in the air, heavy and sad.
I shake my head. âWho knows?â
âWhat did you tell her?â Hannahâs voice quavers.
âKidsâ Help Phone,â I say. âAs a first step. I also googled teen depression domestic violence and came up with a number for the National Domestic Violence Hotline.â
Hannah shudders. She stares down at her hands. I know she, like me, will spend tomorrow looking for people with cuts on their hands.
âAnd,â I add, âI said she had to tell someone at schoolâa trusted adult. Maybe a teacher or the counselor. I said thereâs people who can help, and there are safe places to go.â
Hannah nods. âI hope sheâs okay,â she whispers. She looks out my window.
âI hope so too,â I say. And I really do. I think about how kids like that donât often report abuse because they donât want their parents to get in trouble. So they take it. Until they canât take it anymore.
I donât want Losing Hope to be like that. Iâll check in with her again sometime soon. See how sheâs doing. Whether sheâs reached out to someone yet.
I glance back at Hannah. âDo you need to take a break?â I ask.
She takes a deep breath and shakes her head. âNo, we can go on.â She pauses. âI think you did a good job on that one. Thereâs not much else you can do right now.â
I shrug. âI wish I could do more.â
âLetâs keep an eye out for when Losing Hope surfaces again,â she says. âI hope she does.â
I nod. âMe too.â
Chapter Nine
âKeep reading,â Hannah says.
I read a dozen questions out loud. When I get to the last one, my heart