this? Then I can get out of here.â She flips open her binder and pulls out a sheet of paper. A pop quiz. Zero out of six. She slides the paper across the table at me and taps it with her pencil. Twice. Tap tap .
I look at the pencil. At the nicely shaped nails attached to the fingers that are holding the pencil. And I look up, at Kamrynâs face. Her stunning, beautiful, flawless face. Sheâs not looking at me anymore. Sheâs looking at the clock over my head.
Ice.
âSure,â I say. âJust let me finish this problem with Matteo.â
Kamrynâs eyes slide back to my face. She looks confused. âCanât you do it now?â She wiggles the paper a bit. âCome on, Iâve got to be somewhere.â She dips her chin a bit and raises one eyebrow, coaxing me. âPlease?â She blinks twice and smiles. âYou owe me anyway, from last week. At the 7-Eleven.â
I look at her. My tongue ties itself up in a knot. A hundred thoughts crowd my brain. That sheâs perfect. That she shouldnât try to butt in front of other people, because itâs not fair. That my shirt still bears the stains from her Coke Slurpee.
But, of course, I donât tell her any of those things.
Matteo solves the problem for me. Heâs a pretty cool kid, and heâs obviously not scared of Kamryn.
âOwenâs helping me right now,â Matteo says. âYouâll have to wait your turn.â
The girls at the next table send up a muted gasp at his daring. Who in their right mind sasses Kamryn Holt?
Kamrynâs face folds in and pinches up. Her lips thin as she turns to Matteo. âIâm sorry. Were you talking to me?â
âI was, yes.â Matteo nods. His voice is thin and nasal. He meets her gaze straight on. âI said that Owenâs almost finished showing me how these brackets work. Then Iâm sure heâd be delighted to help you. Wouldnât you, Owen?â
Heâs absolutely right. But still, I feel caught.
I donât answer.
Kamryn stares at Matteo for a few seconds. He stares right back. The room is silent as a snowdrift as she makes up her mind whether sheâs going to admit defeat or escalate the drama.
She chooses both.
In one angry movement, her hand flashes forward. She snatches the paper Matteo and I have been using and crumples it. With a dismissive little hiss, she drops the wadded-up paper on the table.
She pushes her chair back from the table. âI donât wait ,â she says. She looks around the room. âI donât need to practice math with a bunch of retards either.â
At the word retard , my anger flares. I have an autistic cousin. But even if I didnât, I still hate people using that word as a put-down. Doesnât matter how perfect they are.
Kamryn slings her bag over her shoulder. She gathers up her book and phone and flounces from the room. She slams the door hard enough to shake the windows in their panes.
The girls let out a collective breath. Matteo picks up his crumpled paper. My mouth, which had opened to say something about the retard comment, snaps shut.
âWow, Matteo, you really made her mad,â says one of the girls.
âThat was awesome !â whispers the other.
âSheâs a cow,â Matteo says. âI donât know why people let her get away with it.â He carefully flattens his paper against the tabletop and scoots his chair closer. He appears entirely unfazed by the whole interaction. The girls are eyeing him with a new appreciation.
âSo, yeah, anyway,â he says to me, holding his pencil over his paper. âDo you mind showing me again? From the beginning?â
Chapter Eight
By the following week, Hannah and I have upped our allotment to fifteen questions a day. People are going nuts over the Oracle.
The routine goes like this. I read Hannah the questions. Most days, there are between ten and twenty. We choose which ones to