Joey sank onto the cushions and pillows she scooted her chair away from the desk and moved it directly in front of her skittish client.
âWhy ditch the desk?â Joey asked.
âThe desk gives the impression that I hold a position of power over whomeverâs on the other side. I hold no power over you, Josephine. Youâre free to leave at any time, but I hope youâll allow me to say my piece.â
Joey rested the cane across her lap then absentmindedly laid a throw pillow on top of it. âGo ahead.â
âIs that a habit, concealing your stick?â
âWilla, I underwent psychiatric evals after the shooting. Iâm sure youâre aware thatâs standard protocol for folks in law enforcement. I donât need a touch-up.â
The woman conceded with a nod. âThe Blues are my friends and since youâre rather important to them, I feel itâs my duty to impart some wisdom here. Itâs highly unlikely that youâre unmatchable. But youâre searching for something even you arenât sure you really want, as though some part of your past is unresolved.â
âTrust me, short-term is what I want. Iâm independentâset in my ways, as Papá would call it. I have a house, a demanding job with long hours.â
âWhat about relationships?â
âCommitmentâs too restrictive for me. I have a pretty good thing going. Completely free to share my body.â
âAnd your heart?â
âThatâs not up for grabs anymore. I donât feel safe anymore.â
Willa watched her steadily, and as the years began to roll back to a night in a parking garageâviolence that hadnât taken Joeyâs life but had killed some part of her all the sameâthe room started to close in.
Get out. Now. Blurting some excuse, she jostled the pillows aside and got to her feet. âGoing forward, Willa, streamline this for me, okay? No itty-bitty steps, no internet courtship. Just get me in contact with the guy and Iâll face-to-face him.â
âAre you certain youâd feel safe?â
Not entirely . But she had to take control of some aspect of her life. If not this, then what? If not now, then when?
âJust set it up, Miz Willa. I can handle my life from here.â
* * *
âWell, this is anticlimactic.â As challenging as it was to continue up the steps to the Clark County Libraryâinstead of surrendering to her gutâs plea to bail on the stranger Dating Done Smart had dredged up for herâJoey couldnât keep the complaint sealed between her glossy Naughty Nude lips. Leaving now was an option, but one she wouldnât take. Since she hadnât parked the Camaro on Flamingo Road, she was far from escape and closer to the fate sheâd agreed to days ago when notification came that she apparently wasnât undateable. Plus, risk-lust compelled her to at least get a look at him. She owed herself that.
But as far as blind dates went, this one was already off to a lackluster start. The man had suggested a library, of all venues. Not that she didnât appreciate such a placeâbecause, hello, a building full of books!âor that she wanted a cliché meal-and-a-movie kind of afternoon. It felt too intimate...and strangely familiar, which was entirely illogical.
Sheâd attempted a blind date only once before, at age twelve. Considering how hellishly that experience had played out, it was sort of astonishing that she rallied enough courage to try it again now. So careless sheâd been to sneak off her familyâs ranch and take a bus from El Paso to Corpus Christi to sing with a local country-star wannabe her friend Honey Sutherland had met while on a 4H Club field trip. So silly sheâd been to have stars in her eyes and grown-up dreams of French kisses and music-making with some guy she didnât know, all because Honey had said he was awfully cute and drove a truck and