another.â
Samâs mouth opened but nothing came out. She felt more confused than anything. Part of her wanted to melt into a puddle. Because he was flirting? Was that what he was doing? That was the problem. She didnât know. Not with Matt. Any other man who got this close, she wouldâve been able to read.
But one thing was for sureâher heart rarely beat this fast. Even if he was just being nice, there was a fair chance she was going to hyperventilate.
Or she might just throw her arms around his neck and hang on forever. Yearsâ worth of fantasies didnât just disappear because sheâd forced herself to move on.
She pushed against his hard chest. âHow come youâre not bothering your family instead of me?â
Matt let her go so quickly she had to take a step back. âHey, Iâm sorry, Sammy. I didnât mean toââ
âStop. You didnât.â Her heart hurt at his wounded look, and she wished she could take the words back. She felt like a fool, a terrible fool, for making him feel bad when she knew better. He was just being nice. âFine,â she said, knowing it was a mistake. âWeâll eat. Somehow. Together.â
âWait. Will that mean youâll have to work until some god-awful hour?â
He had a point.
She looked down and gasped a little when she saw her hand was still on his chest. Heâd let her go, but she hadnât followed suit.
She smiled in what she hoped was a cavalier way, patted said chest and took a few steps back. âWhen was the last time you went for a run in the Fens?â
âOh, man,â he said, pushing a hand through his neatly trimmed brown hair. âI canât even remember.â
Perfect. âHow about you get settled here while I go to the lab for a couple of hours? Then we can go for a run. Or walk. Whatever.â
He laughed. Shook his head. âFor your information, Miss OâConnel, Iâm in excellent shape, which I know you know. You want to run? Iâm in. But after that? We eat.â
She didnât want to discuss dinner. A run was already on her schedule. For her it was a must, no matter how much work piled up. So it was the perfect solution. They could talk and get caught up with each other. Best of all, sheâd be less likely to do something humiliating if they were doing something so casual. âCan you do ten miles?â
âI can, but I donât want to. Iâd rather save time for dinner, even if itâs just a quickie.â He paused while she blushed three shades of red and then he continued as if he hadnât noticed. âIf I remember correctly, a lot of unsavory folks hang out at the Fens.â
âItâs different now. Itâll be nice. I go there a lot. Letâs meet at Westland Gate.â
Matt nodded, then said something she didnât catch. Heâd shifted so that the sunlight coming in through the window picked up some gold in his brown hair. The past ten years showed in his handsome face. Fine lines fanned out from the corners of his eyes. His mouth was the same, only now there were long grooves bracketing each side, making him look a little more rugged and very sexy.
âSam? Did you hear me?â
âHmm?â
âI asked what time.â
âTime for what?â She remembered as soon as he smiled. And dammit, her cheeks got hot. For the millionth time. Jesus. That makeup idea was sounding better and better.
* * *
I T TOOK HIM no time to unpack. Heâd learned all the tricks. Had to, with all the traveling he did for work. But this was different. He hadnât taken any real time off in so long that heâd forgotten about relaxation brain. It was as if heâd taken a mild anesthetic, so everything was a bit hazy. A strong cup of coffee and a brief nap would solve that. Or a shower.
Coffee first, call his office second, his father third, then shower.
The coffee, it turned out, was