said Blinder. âI bet itâs very white, isnât it?â
âYes,â said Iain, âitâs very white and the snow is very deep and the sun is flashing off it. Only my wellingtons sink in it.â It occurred to him that he was finding it difficult to describe to Blinder what the snow was really like, the billowing mounds of it, the intense sparkle, the newness of it. These were things that you couldnât easily tell anyone.
âThat would be right,â said Blinder putting his empty cup on the table. âI bet you itâs white. I can feel it.â
âCan you see anything at all?â said Iain in a little burst of words, as if he were asking something that should not be asked, and he therefore felt nervous like the little bird whose heart had beaten so spasmodically in the basket.
âNo,â said Blinder, ânothing at all. I canât see you at all. But I know your voice.â
âIt must be funny to be blind,â said Iain. âI mean â¦â
âI can manage all right though,â said Blinder. âI know where you are though I canât see you. Itâs not all that funny. I canât explain it.â
âI bet you could find your way about the village better than me in the dark though,â said Iain.
âThatâs right,â said Blinder, âI could.â
âI might fall into a well if it was dark,â said Iain and he shuddered as he imagined himself falling and falling and shouting out of the dark water while the silence grew deeper and deeper around him.
âYou could do that,â said Blinder. âDo you want to go for a walk?â
âYes.â said Iain, âI wouldnât mind.â
And they went out into the white glare again, and they walked through the snow, sinking into it, while now and again Iain heard the same or a different cock crow, and the houses were white with snow and the roofs were covered with it. Even the sky seemed bluer and more dazzling than usual.
âTake my hand,â said Blinder, âif you like. I know what Iâm doing. I know where the ditch is.â
âAll right,â said Iain and he took Blinderâs hand, feeling quite secure as he walked beside him through the deep waves of snow.
âOver there,â said Blinder, âis the quarry. I bet you canât see it, can you?â
âNo,â said Iain, âI canât see it at all. Itâs just a big mound of snow.â
âI thought that,â said Blinder in a satisfied voice. âI thought you wouldnât be able to see it.â
Hand in hand they trudged on through the snow for what seemed to Iain to be ages, and then Blinder said, âThe well is to your left. Itâs a few yards over there. But Iâm sure it will be frozen over.â
âIs that where it is?â said Iain.
âYes,â said Blinder, âitâs over to your left. You keep over to this side with me.â
âRight then,â said Iain in his adult voice.
âWe wonât go near it,â said Blinder, âin case anything happens.â His blind empty eyes, unaffected by the sun, stared straight ahead of him.
After a while they were a good bit out of the village and Blinder stopped and said to Iain, âNow tell me what you can see.â
âI can see the houses,â said Iain, âand they are all covered with snow. Their roofs are covered with snow and even the doors have snow on them. I can see smoke rising from the chimneys. I can see birds on the telegraph wires. I can see the fences covered with snow. And thatâs all I can see.â
âIs that all?â said Blinder with the same note of satisfaction in his voice. âIs that all you can see?â
âYes,â said Iain.
âWell then,â said Blinder, âI think we should go back,â and he started to hum under his breath as if he was happy. All the way back to his house he
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