âCan I have some straighteners for my birthday, dâyou think? I mean, I know youâre getting me the new bike, but just as an extra thing. Theyâre not expensive. Fifteen pounds, Rianna said.â
âWell â¦â
âOr I could ask Dad.â
âWeâll see. What if you used the hair dryer, for now, and combed it straight as you dried it?â
âIt wouldnât stay straight, it never does. Maybe if I had some mousse â or serum. You can get this straightening serum.â
Laura sat down next to her daughter on the bed and tried not to breathe in too obviously. Even the familiar tang of tea tree and mint shampoo was overlaid with other smells she didnât recognise: smells from the expanding collection of bottles and jars on which Beth now spent her pocket money. The cleansers and toners and moisturisers â so wholly unneeded by her clear, young skin â were like a veil of teenage mystery to Laura, who used nothing but old-fashioned soap.
âMaybe we could buy you some, then.â
âThanks, Mum. Youâre a legend. It comes in this little red tube and you get it in Boots. Can you get some for me tomorrow? Please .â
âWeâll see,â said Laura again, but she was already replanning her lunch break. She knew it was pitiable, but when Beth called her a legend, she was powerless to resist.
âCould you hang my dressing gown up, please?â Beth peeled it off as she climbed under the duvet.
Rising to oblige, Laura bent over her daughter and kissed her good night. âLight on or light off?â
âOn. Iâm going to read a bit.â
âNot for too long, then. Itâs school in the morning â light out by half past nine.â
There was no chance sheâd be allowed to get away first time. It was another game, a power play of Bethâs, evolved when she was a toddler afraid of the dark. Then, it had been just one more story, Mummy, one more cuddle. Now her daughter traded in the new currency: the sharing of small confidences. When Laura was at the bedroom door, hanging up her dressing gown and preparing to go downstairs, or back to her desk, that was the time Beth chose to talk.
âBreak times are weird.â
Laura turned, and took two steps back towards the bed. âWhy weird?â
âBreak times and lunchtimes. Nobody wants to play.â
Her stomach plunged; she sat down heavily on the edge of the duvet. âNo one will play with you, sweetheart?â
But her concern was brushed away impatiently. âI donât mean that. Itâs not me especially, itâs everyone. Nobody plays.â
âOh?â By her daughterâs expression, she was clearly being very dense.
âThey donât play . They donât do anything, even the other Year 7s. They just stand about and talk.â
âOh dear.â Now that she understood â or thought she did â Lauraâs relief turned to half-amused sympathy, and she leaned across to gather Beth into a hug. At primary school theyâd played It and Forty-Forty or dangled from the climbing frame to gossip, even the Year 6s; how much easier than the closed circle of conversation, faced without props. Laura remembered it herself from school; girls were so political, and Beth wasnât good at that. Asthmatic or not, sheâd rather run about. âNobody plays any games at all?â
âWell, the boys do. Theyâre OK â they play football and stuff.â
âAnd you couldnât join in with them, sometimes? Donât girls ever play football?â
âHuh,â said Beth, against her chest. Not, it seemed, the girls who mattered.
âWell, then â¦â She cast about for ideas. In Year 6 theyâd still skipped, or at least turned the rope for the little ones, but she knew enough not to suggest taking a skipping rope to the college. âWhat about netball? There must be netball hoops,