to imply you werenât a good mother or that you werenât looking after his needs.â
âNo? Then what are you doing? He means nothing to you, Hunter. Nothing.â She pressed her hands to her chest. âBut he means everything to me. I love him so much Iâ¦â
She shook her head, choking back the thoughts. âI donât want him hurt. And if I take your money, someday he will find out about you. Someday heâll know you didnât want him.â
The words, the truth in them, clawed at Hunter in a way he didnât understand but still felt on an elemental level. He wasnât accustomed to confusion; emotion was an anathema to him. Now, he was stewing in both. He swore again. âI canât leave it this way. I wonât.â
âWhy?â she asked, her voice high and tight. âFor Godâs sake, yesterday you didnât even know Oliver existed and you were fine. He was fine. Whatâs so different now? Just go back to California. Just forget about today, forget about us.â
âI canât,â he said simply. âKnowing changes everything.â
For long moments she said nothing, just stared at the window and the fading light of the day. Finally, she turned back to him, tears sparkling in her eyes. âI donât understand,â she whispered, catching his hands, pleading with him. âWhy, Hunter? Why canât you just let this go?â
He curled his fingers around hers, holding on to her in a way that surprised him. In a way that was too intimate for the strangers they had become. But even knowing that, he didnât let go.
He looked down at their joined hands, then back up at her, an unfamiliar tightness in his chest. âI donât completely understand myself. But I canât. Heâs my son. I canât love himâbut I wonât abandon him, either.â
Aimee made a sound of pain and frustration. She released his hands and wheeled away from him. âHow can you abandon something, someone, you never had?â
âThat wasnât my choice, Aimee. It was yours.â
âIâm not going to change my mind,â she said stiffly, facing him again.
âThen the ballâs in my court, isnât it?â Hunter let out a sharp breath, totally frustrated. âYouâre not leaving me many options.â
âNo, Iâm not.â
For
long moments, Hunter gazed at her. Then, muttering an oath, he crossed to the door and swung it open.
âGoodbye, Hunter,â she said softly.
He looked back at her, furious. That sheâd thwarted him. That he felt so damn guilty. So torn. He fought to keep his voice cool and unaffected. âWhat makes you think this is goodbye?â
Hunter let himself out, shutting the screen gently behind him. As he swung away from the door, he saw that Aimeeâs father waited for him. The old man sat next to the rental car, blocking the driverâs side door. He sat quietly in the fading sun, his big hands resting on the chairâs arms. Hunter was relieved to see heâd left his shotgun behind.
Hunter descended the stairs. Three and a half years ago Aimee had described her father as vital and fit, an outdoorsman who hunted, fished and shrimped for a living. Sheâd also called him crusty and opinionated, a man very much wedded to the old ways. A man who resisted change.
Yet the man before him now was much changed from the one Aimee had described. At least physically. By the slight drooping of his right eye, Hunter suspected Roubin Boudreaux was the victim of an aneurysm. He wondered when it had happened.
Roubin turned and looked directly at Hunter as he approached. Once again Hunter thought of pride. âYou and me,â Roubin said, âwe have some unfinished business.â
âIt seems that way,â Hunter murmured, stopping before Roubin, leaving enough distance between them so the older man wouldnât have to bend his neck back