askedandparkedthecarinfrontofStarbucks.
“Youwantsomething?”Bethyaskedassheopenedthedoor.Iwasn’tsurethatcaffeinewas
goodforthe…forthebaby.IshookmyheadandwaiteduntilshegotoutofthecarbeforeIlet outthesobinmychestIhadn’tbeenexpecting.Ihadn’tthoughtaboutwhatthosetwopink stripesmeant.Ababy.Rush’sbaby.Oh,God.
Isteppedoutofthecarandwalkedaroundthefronttogetintothepassengerside.Bythe timeIwasbackinthecarandbuckledupBethywasheadedbacktothecar.Shelookedalittle moreawakealready.Ipushedthoughtsofmybabybackandfocusedon indingCain.Icould dwellonmyfuture,onmybaby’sfuturelater.
“Okay.Ihavecaffeine.I’mreadytofindthisdude.”
Ididn’tcorrecther.Iknewsheknewhisnamebynow.I’duseditseveraltimes.Shewas
justrefusingtoacknowledgeit.Thiswasherformofrebellion.CainrepresentedSumitand shedidn’twantmeinSumit.Insteadofaggravatingmeitwarmedme.Shewantedmewith
heranditfeltnice.
“HeleftRosemarybecauseofthepriceofhotelrooms.So,he’ssomewhereaffordable.Can
youtakemetoafewofthose?”Iasked.
Shenoddedbutshedidn’tlookatme.Shewastexting.Great.Ineededhertofocusandshe was more than likely telling Jace we were almost there. I didn’t really want Jace to know anything.
We drove around for thirty minutes with me checking parking lots at all of the cheap motelsintown.Thiswasgettingfrustrating.Hehadtobeheresomewhere.“CanIuseyour phone?I’mgonnacallhimagainandlethimknowI’mherelookingforhim.He’lltellmewhere heiswhenheknowsI’vedrivenallthisway.”
BethyhandedmeherphoneandIquicklydialedCain’snumber.Itrangtwice.
“Hello?”
“Cain. It’s me. Where are you? I’m just outside of Rosemary and I can’t ind your truck anywhere.”
Therewassilence,then“Dammit.”
“Don’tgetallmad.Ineededtocheckonyou.Icameoutheretodriveyouhome.”Iknew
he’dbefrustratedthatIcamethisclosetoRosemaryagain.
“ItoldyouI’dbehomeonceIsleptitoff,Blaire.Whycouldn’tyouhavestayedput?”The aggravationinhisvoiceannoyedme.Youwouldthinkhewasn’thappyI’dcometocheckon
him.
“Whereareyou,Cain?”Iaskedagain.ThenIheardit.Afemalevoiceinthebackground.The phonebecamemuf led.Itdidn’ttakeageniusto igureoutCainwaswithafemaleandhewas tryingtohideitfromme.Thispissedmeoff.NotbecauseIthoughtCainandIhadachance butbecausehe’dletmethinkhewashurtandaloneinastrangecity.Asshole.
“Listen.Idon’thavetimeformoreofyourstupidassgames,Cain.I’vebeenthere,done
that.Nexttime,couldyounotmakeitsoundlikeyouneedmewhenit’sobviousyoudon’t.”
“Blaire,no.Listentome.Itisn’twhatyouthink.Icouldn’tsleepafteryoucalledsoIgot backinthetruckandheadedbackhome.Iwantedtoseeyou.”
A girl’s angry scream came from the other side of the phone. He was pissing off whoeverwaswithhim.Theboywasanidiot.
“Gomakeyourcompanyfeelbetter.Idon’tneedanexplanation.Idon’tneedanythingfrom you.Ineverdid.”
“BLAIRE!NO!Iloveyou,baby.Iloveyousomuch.Pleaselistentome,”hebeggedandthe girlwithhimgotmorehysterical.“ShutupCallie!”heroaredandIknewthenhewasbackin Sumit.HewaswithCallie.
“You went to Callie? You came home so I wouldn’t worry and went to see Callie? You’re ridiculous,Cain.Forreal?Thisdoesn’thurtme.Youcan’thurtmeanymore.Butstopandthink about others’ feelings for a change. You keep jerking Callie around and it’s wrong. Stop thinkingwithyourpenisandgrowup.”
IpressedendandhandedBethybackherphone.Hereyeswerewideasshestaredatme.
“HewentbacktoSumit,”Isaidinwayofexplanation.
“Yeah…Igotthatpart,”Bethysaidslowly.Shewaswaitingformore.Shedeservedmore.
She’dbroughtmebackhere.ShewasalsotheonlyrealfriendIhad.Cainwasn’tafriend.Not really.Arealfriendwouldn’tkeepdoingstupidstufflikehedid.
“CanIsleepatyourplacetonight?Idon’tthinkI’mgoingbackthere.Iwasleavingsoon anyway.I’ll igureoutwhereI’mgoingtomorrowandthenwhenIgetthereI’llhaveGrannyQ
ship the rest of my things. It isn’t like I have that much anyway. My truck is headed to the
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