in.
âThanks, I think I can handle it,â she muttered as she slammed the door closed once again.
âOh, right,â he said, matching her tone. âSorry, I keep forgetting youâre a superhero.â
Incredibly enough, his comment actually elicited another smile.
Two for two,
Ed thought. Not bad for a Monday morning.
âVery funny,â she said, turning to look up at him.
Suddenly the smile dropped from her face.
Ed frowned. âWhatâs wrong?â
But Gaia didnât answer. Instead she just stared at Ed as if he were a specimen from some distant galaxy.
âWhatâs. . . the. . . problem?â he repeated slowly, in case she might have missed some part of the question. He tried to muster a little laugh again. But he was starting to feel a nervous twitch in his stomach.
âNothing,â she replied finally. She turned away.
âWhat?â he pressed. âDo I have pen on my face or something?â
âI have to go,â she said. Her voice took on an edge. She stared up at him again, her eyes darting from point to point on Edâs face. âIâm late for MacGregor.â
Now he was officially uncomfortable. âSo what? I am, too.â
âWell, I donât want to flunk the class, so . . .â Gaia turned to leave, but he stuck out his left crutch to hold her up.
âHey. What happened to âsay something niceâ?â
He searched her face, trying to understand her bizarre, sudden shift in personalityâalthough he knew he shouldnât have been surprised. Sheâd been switching personalities a lot lately, going from sourand ornery one moment to mysteriously blissful the next. But far more disturbing was that she had stopped being completely honest at all times. Gaia Mooreâs unflinching honesty, more than anythingâ even more than the ass kicking and the Amazonian beautyâ was what separated Gaia from pretty much every other human being on the planet.
âIâllâIâll. . . try to find you at lunch,â she stammered, running her hand through her hair and avoiding eye contact. â
Later,
okay?â
Well. There was clearly no point in trying to understand what was going on here. All he knew was that he was starting to feel awfully shitty. Did this have something to do with his being out of the chair? Was that what was making her so distant?
No. Not Gaia. How could
she
be thrown by seeing him on his feet? Sheâd seen right past his chair, so why the hell wouldnât she be able to see past his crutches? There was some undeniable energy passing between them, but he couldnât tell if it was positively charged or negatively charged. Gaia wasnât giving him any clues. Heâd never had to
ask
for clues before.
âGaia,â he said, searching for recognition in her eyes. âItâs
me. Ed.
You know,
Ed.
The dude in the wheelchair? Same guy.â
But Gaia had no response.
GAIAâS HEAD WAS SPINNING. SHE found she was royally pissed off, and she had no idea why. All she knew was that her anger was directed at Ed, and Ed was really the only reason sheâd even bothered to come to school before heading over to the Mossesâ house. It made no sense.
Queen Bitch to the Rescue
Maybe there were just too many thoughts crowding her brain at the same time. There was the horrific encounter with Sam. She didnât want to deal with that. Couldnât think about it now. There was always the absence of her dad.
Avoid that thought at all costs.
There was her new chaotic and absurd emotional status to consider (coupled with sleeplessness), a condition referred to commonly as insanity
.
That couldnât help.
Was it just the crutches? She hadnât expected the crutches. She hadnât even seen Ed since the day heâd saved her ass in the park. But now, frozen in this goddamn hall, looking up at Ed, face-to-face . . .
First of all, just looking
up
at Ed was