anything
interesting?” she said as we walked back
down to her car.
Other than the interaction with the
Vending Machine Hero? I was about to tell
her about that and changed my mind.
“Nope,” I said around a yawn. Maybe I’d
sleep tonight.
Usually I got to a point where I was so
exhausted that my body just shut itself
down. This felt like one of those times.
“You know, you should call Mom.” I
didn’t want to. I knew it would just end up
in another yelling match, and I was too tired
to deal with that right now.
“I will.” Renee was about to say
something, but changed her mind.
“Okay.”
Everyone was deep in study mode when
we got back to the house. Paul had taken
up almost the entire dining room table with
something that, at a glance, looked far too
complicated to even begin to understand.
Taylor and Hunter had the living room,
and both had their heads buried deep in
textbooks. Darah was at a little desk that
was tucked next to the stairs, and I
suspected Mase was also around
somewhere. Nine months ago, I would have
been right there with them. Now I thought
they just looked like a bunch of people
wasting their time.
“Little Ne,” Mase said, coming down the
stairs, a textbook in hand, big surprise.
“How’s life?”
“Peachy,” I said, putting my bag down
on the bench by the front door. The sound
of the door closing seemed to rouse
everyone else, and they descended on us.
There were just so many of them. It was
overwhelming. Plus the happy.
That was equally overwhelming. Paul
came over and gave Renee a kiss, and she
went to sit with him at the dining table to
catch up.
“I’m going down to my…room,” I said,
catching myself before I could say cave. It
wasn’t really a cave. Or, if it was, it was the
nicest cave ever. With Wi-Fi and everything.
“Are you sure? This house is yours now.
You don’t have to stay down there,” Hunter
said. “We’re not that scary, are we?”
He turned to Taylor, whose eyes were
pretty glazed over.
“What? I’m still thinking about
suffragettes.” He gave her a look and shook
his head.
“Seriously, Jos, this is your home.” It
wasn’t really, but it was nice of him to say
that.
“I’m just really tired. I’m going to bed.” I
said good-night to everyone, including
Renee.
“Not planning any nocturnal activities?”
she said.
“Nope,” I said, popping my lips on the p.
“Well, just in case, I’m watching you,”
she said, making a gesture with two fingers
to her eyes and then pointing them at me.
“Whenever you think I’m not there, that’ll
be when I show up.”
“Jesus, enough with the third degree. I
got it. Message received. Mission
accomplished.” I stomped down the stairs
and banged the door shut.
Ahh, peace and quiet.
The rest of the week went pretty much
like that first full day, with the exception of
Renee letting me go to the admissions
office by myself to sign up for all my classes
and get everything transferred over from
UNH. Since my first year grades were so
high, even with the shitty grades I’d gotten
last semester, they were still willing to let
me in.
When it came to classes, I just picked
whatever. I’d decided to stick with my
major, political science with a prelaw minor,
since it seemed easier than picking a new
one.
I’d thought transferring would be a pain
in the ass, but it was relatively easy, and
before the end of the week I was officially a
UMaine Black Bear, with an official decal for
my car and a copy of the school song, the
“Stein Song.” I was sure I wasn’t the first
person who found it ironic that a college
had a drinking song as their official school
song. What kind of message did that send?
I’d only really missed the first week of
classes, so I was going to be able to catch
up no problem, according to all the
professors who had emailed me on my new
UMaine account to send me the syllabi
from their
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