SETTINGS, BOUNDARIES, AND OUR MODERN DAY CASTE SYSTEMS, THEN YOU CAN FEEL THE GLORY AND PAIN FROM THE DAYS OF KINGS IN AFRICA TO THE NEW KINGS OF THE MEDIA.
There is something about fur, isnât there?
I remember the coats with fur-lined hoods, and my fashionable sister, and her faux fur,
how it touched her face and hair.
I thought of how it would gather dust,
finely.
Because I think, often, how to keep a clean house.
In our house, when we moved in, we found old hat boxes with old hats, one leopard, like
Audrey Hepburn wore.
Then there are my ideas of Russia, all the white skin of the characters in Tolstoyâs novels.
(Because I guess it is racial.) How often they would have touched fur.
Sometimes I cry that Anna Karenina isnât real.
Other times I remember she never abandoned her son.
There was no son.
Kanye mentioned the kings in Africa, and yes, them, too. Wearing cheetah, leopard, lion.
Mouths collapsed as if they once sung.
And Kanye designed fox fur backpacks for his fashion line, and the women carried them,
and the word, luxury, appeared over and over.
A fox neck wrap is 500 dollars, and if I wore only that,
I would be a sexy woman.
A shitty hunter, but a sexy woman.
Maybe not a mother at all.
I think about the fox that lives in the yards behind ours, and the neighbors, fearing for
their small dogs. My son, crawling in the grass.
An animal without skin is
a stranger animal.
As a girl, I drew women with foxes around their necks. One woman, her hand stroking
the red tail, her head distracted, the foxâs head arranged toward her breast.
The foxâs eye, a jewel?
I NO LONGER HAVE TO LOOK UP DATES LIKE YOUR BIRTHDAY, JUNE 8, 1977
You held your 30th birthday party at a Louis Vuitton store. Fitting
for Kon the Louis Vuitton Don, a name
that follows your 2000 mixtape, your first.
People magazine waited outside your party, as I imagine
they always do. And you told them,
Iâm in my 20s as we speak right now, but at midnight, Iâll be 30. Iâm already 30 in Japan and London and everywhere else.
Inside, Pharrell of The Neptunes and N.E.R.D., an overweight Mariah Carey,
Common, of course, and Rihanna in a wig.
And a cake, at least three feet long, with your signature bear on it,
his wild-colored eyes.
Another cake too, with your name spelled wrong, Kayne. Who doesnât know you?
After the party, 30,000 dollars of merchandise was missing. So says Hip Hop Crunch.
More people who want to write about you. The hundreds
of reviewers on Amazon, the commenters on YouTube, the bloggers, the magazines,
the poet.
And now youâre 37.
KANYE RAPS, â Â Â
  ,â PART 2
Achilles.
I couldnât see it before
because Iâm Achilles.
Apollo, god of poetry,
light, music, and plague,
stuck an arrow in my heel.
Except
not yet.
Weâre not at the warâs end.
There is time still
to utter and croon.
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THE UNENDING WORLD THAT CONNECTS US: NOTES AND FURTHER READING
ââRunawayâ Premieres in Los Angeles on October 18, 2010â: See Kanye West on Ellen .
âHa Ha Humâ: See Westâs âBarry Bonds.â
âHeartbreakâ: See 808s & Heartbreak as Noahâs Valentineâs Day present for me in 2009.
âHeartbreakâ: See a $466 fee for a quote. See www.nytimes.com/top/reference/timestopics/people/w/kanye_west .
âCon Motoâ: See West interviewed by MTV in 2005. See him speak out against gay bashing, saying, âNot just hip-hop, but America just discriminates. And I wanna just, to come on TV and just tell my rappers, just tell my friends, âYo, stop it.â â
âJesus Walksâ: See, between the two verses, the fourth line. See Channel Zero TV.
âMythicâ: See creation myths. See October 23, 2002.
âGod Created Night and It Was Nightâ: See Genesis.
âThe Fallible Faceâ: See Ethics and Infinity and Totality and Infinity by Emmanuel
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